I've been looking at photos of me from 2008, and I looked so good back then! I don't even mean that in a conceited sort of way either ... But compare a picture of me then to me now, and it's just awful. I am a total beast nowadays. I'm so big, and I have a giant face, and my hair is just awful.
This is precisely how I feel about myself at the moment, ridiculously fat and overweight and just generally pretty shit. All healthyness seemed to go out the window over christmas and I'm finding it hard to get back into the swing of things but I'm definitely going to start going back to the gym - it's just hard to feel motivated to do so! I hate every picture of me because I just look like such a big haired fatty moon face, boo!
Also, I hate Burns and Harris, it's got such a weird atmosphere inside and the staff are so stuck up. YOU SELL FUCKING PENCILS, FOR FUCKS SAKE. All your arting looks fun though! I want a shot!
Ugh, I just feel gross all the time. I look like I'm wearing tights filled with porridge! I've never been into a gym in my life - the thought terrifies me a wee bit. I don't know how people do it.
I know you think you're 'ridiculously fat', but I've always really admired how you look. You always seem to be dressed really well, in a looks-effortless kind of way. Also you're cute as a button and stuff. I don't have nice clothes, or clothes that are good for me (I wear jeans and t-shirt off the floor, generally) but today I thought about what to wear and I think I looked relatively okay and I got compliments all over the place. So maybe clothes is somewhere to start?
I totally agree with you about Burns & Harris. Come down off your pedestal - you only work in a shop! And it's stupidly expensive.
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This is precisely how I feel about myself at the moment, ridiculously fat and overweight and just generally pretty shit. All healthyness seemed to go out the window over christmas and I'm finding it hard to get back into the swing of things but I'm definitely going to start going back to the gym - it's just hard to feel motivated to do so! I hate every picture of me because I just look like such a big haired fatty moon face, boo!
Also, I hate Burns and Harris, it's got such a weird atmosphere inside and the staff are so stuck up. YOU SELL FUCKING PENCILS, FOR FUCKS SAKE. All your arting looks fun though! I want a shot!
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I know you think you're 'ridiculously fat', but I've always really admired how you look. You always seem to be dressed really well, in a looks-effortless kind of way. Also you're cute as a button and stuff. I don't have nice clothes, or clothes that are good for me (I wear jeans and t-shirt off the floor, generally) but today I thought about what to wear and I think I looked relatively okay and I got compliments all over the place. So maybe clothes is somewhere to start?
I totally agree with you about Burns & Harris. Come down off your pedestal - you only work in a shop! And it's stupidly expensive.
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