i finally broke down and went to get an application for grad school in the hagan office, and while i was there...the guy who will be my advisor for grad school was in the room. he heard me ask for the application and practically got me enrolled and ready to go. it was amazing timing. i still have to email dr. maher about writing a recommendation, ( Read more... )

so my exercise science class is amazing. it pretty much will teach us enough to become personal trainers. fun!

i think im gonna go home tomorrow, i miss my significant other.

i cant believe that 2 years ago today was the last time i ever saw or spoke to my dad. its kind of an unbelievable fact that its been that long. it feels like it was yesterday, like the wound is still raw. i suppose thats normal, if someone was able to get over a parent dying easily, i dont think that would be saying much about their relationship ( Read more... )

ughhh. im exhausted. this massive amount of working thing is killing me. and i still have 3 days of guarding and a night of babysitting in scarsdale this week. and then it starts all over...except next week my managerial accounting class starts ( Read more... )

monday: daycare 10-close
tuesday: daycare 9-1...accounting 6-10
wednesday: daycare 12-close
thursday: daycare 9-1...accounting 6-10
friday: daycare 10-close
saturday: lifeguard 10-7...babysit (in scarsdale) 8-12
sunday: lifegaurd 10-7

ive talked to friends, talked to myself, i talked to god, i prayed like hell...but i still miss you. i tried ( Read more... )

when did being single become some chronic disease that everyone feels they need to cure?

why is it everyone keeps saying "you need to meet a nice boy"?
why? why do i need to do that? so that they can smother and irritate me? im okay, thank you.i want to be single; i enjoy it. i enjoy not having to answer to someone, not having to check plans with ( Read more... )

rain rain stay away, mackenzie's broke.

the end.

i now will be working at over the rainbow monday and tuesday, babysitting weds-fri, and lifeguarding saturday and sunday ( Read more... )

some how, by the grace of something, i managed to get a 4.0

aaah yay. no 3.8 or 3.9 crap.

i never have to step foot in a computer science class ever again. THANK GOD ( Read more... )