so where the fuck have i been?

in seattle now bitches. sorry to all those lovely ladies out in sa who want my pink taco.

how vulgar! hahaha

lots of thoughts lots of shit lots of change lots of work

who loves you
i do i do
chardonany?
why?
gah
insanity
too many drugs...kill kill kill

i want to be happy, i want to have something to put on the table so others will be happy, but FUCK how the fuck is it soooo god damn difficult. nothing i do ever goes right, it only makes things shittier. so fuck everyone (you exceptions know who you are) and fuck this supposed happiness...ITS A TEASE

i dont get it...i am so stuck. no money, to get b.c. to get liscence, or id to get job which would give me money...gahhhh

runnin out of my pills. i am taking days off and going insane without them. but whatever

i have so much to do, and no way to do it

JIHAD ON BRANDY, LET A RAIN OF AGONIZING MISFORTUNE RAIN DOWN ON HER FRAGILE PSYCHE!!!

i have faltered

i cant go back, i cant move forward...i genuinely need help. but i cant find it. i am lost.

someone help me

so i am back in good ol sa town. who wants to hit me up we can party or soemthing nifty like that

538-8626 or 3618767062

ttys

is there such a thing as a flamboyant lesbian ( Read more... )

its my birthday.
i finally realized i'm actually a little lonely.
not intimately deprived,
just deprived of human touch,...anyone could hold me tonight maybe then i'd sleep...
YOU NEVER SAW THIS...gah

i am not worth the birthdayness
so fuck off everyone.
dont call me.
dont see me
leave me the fuck alone.

forget this is the beginning of may
forget that i even exist
it will be easier that way for all of us

FUCKING GO AWAY.