i should be asleep...

[zenshiva]

it's becoming more and more weird to journal anymore. to write out the details of my life in a factual and sometimes very vague way. i have recently become a bit more honest in here, a bit more unguarded.....but i still hesitate at what i write...what i say

Comments

[iamoxandram]

oh sweety, I have loved you forever and will never stop loving you. I know times are tough for both of us. I take comfort in knowing that you imperfections are very much like my own. Please, don't ever feel guarded with me. We have been through so much with so many parellels. You are my female soul mate, flaws and all. We all have flaws. We all give a shit to a degree what ppl think about us, we are emotional creatures and that is beautiful.
I love you and am proud and so greatful that you are my friend. I know I don't say it often, I suck at that sort of thing. I have no idea what I would do in a life without you in it!

[sticky_wicket]

Oh hell, those flaws above are my good traits on a bad day and only marginally better on a good day! And damned if I'm gonna let anyone know I'm really an emotional fallout waiting to happen. After all... I'm the strong one, remember? Or something like that.

You're human. And somedays suck, no?

[randomly_mink]

youre beautiful.

[zenshiva]

thank you hun. coming from such a strong woman, i'm flattered.
and....i'm adding you of course.