i'm not really stressed. but when i really start to think about it - i kind of am. i can almost feel time just pulling at my face and bones. i NEED to know what i'm doing. if i'm doing anything, or what exactly i'm really walking forward to. maybe i should establish a destination first ( Read more... )

OH
MY
GOD.

i did it. i've achieved greatness.

( nah. don't look )

my friends are so depressed ( Read more... )

i'm doing good in my classes.

i'm not sick anymore.

i'm at 140. (10 pounds lost)

but, i need to be more productive with my time.
and...i'm such a pessimist.

"The glass is always half-empty. And cracked. And i just cut my lip on it. And chipped a tooth." -Janeane Garafolo

my nose is a snot-making-machine ( Read more... )

I think i'm finally getting better, maybe. i keep waking up soaking wet with sweat. ugh..so very sick ( Read more... )

my mummy ( Read more... )

I just realized something.

I don't want my dad to come back.

i've suddenly come up with the flu. but i broke it this morning - so i can continue my torturous exercising. yesssss ( Read more... )

144 pounds

Yes

YES

fuck yeah.