Blade Chp 5
Title: Blade Chp 5
Pairing:Topri, Gri, TaeDae
Genre: fluff, hurt
Rating: Rated 13
Summary: Seungri is tired, and does not get it.
A/N: Sorry for any grammatical errors and spelling errors, I edited the best I could.
~~~~Next Day~~~~ -Seungri P.O.V-
I woke up to the sounds of food sizzling, and clanking dishes. How long did I sleep I wonder? All the things that happened last night were running through my head; so many questions yet no answer. I sat up, ruffled my disheveled hair and looked around the room. Not knowing what I was looking for exactly, but still I looked. Finally getting up I made my way to my closet. Our schedule was going to start soon, so I thought I would head to the shower, probably ask manger to get me a bite to eat on the way.
Once I grabbed my clothes and towel, I headed out the door only to be stopped by a broad chest; almost falling flat on my butt if it weren’t for the hand that grabbed me in time.
“Oh! Did not see you there Seungri, sorry.” This cheerful voice can only belong to one person. I looked up to verify my answer, Daesung. He let go of my arm once I was balanced on my feet.
“It’s ok, I didn’t really watch were I was going” I looked up to see Daesung staring me. He had this uncomfortable smile plastered on his face.
“So… I have been told you know now.” Know now, could only mean one thing.
“About hyung’s stupid competition?... yeah I know” I looked away, not really able to meet his face. I don’t know why but it was kind of embarrassing.
“Do you need to talk? I mean if you don’t want to talk to me I could call Taeyang, he is better at these situations then I am,” Daesung quickly said. I could tell he didn’t want to talk about this even if he offered, so I spared his brain and just shook my head.
“No I am ok. This is something I have to figure out on my own.” I gave him the best smile I could muster, and quickly made a dash towards the shower.
“Seungri!” Jiyong screamed. “Come and eat, we got to go soon.”
Damn
“Coming hyung, let me take a shower first!” I yelled back.
“Hurry it up then!”
I rushed to the shower once again without responding to him and began the cleansing processes. Once I was done, I blow dried my hair, and changed. I came out looking at my hyung’s cleaning up and ready to head out. I opened my mouth to say something, but felt that it was caught in my throat. I guess I was more nervous than I had thought. Taeyang hyung thankfully helped me out.
“Well why don’t we head out now, don’t want to be late,” he looked to all of us. I nodded my head and was to the first to get my sneakers on. I hopped into the van, sitting in the back like I always do.
But this time it was different, instead of the usual Taeyang, me, than Daesung. I was in between Gd hyung and Top hyung. Not knowing how this happened in the first place I started to shift in my spot. How did this happen? I could have sworn I sat near the window, meaning they should be sitting next to each other and one of them should be sitting next me, not both.
The ride there was a silent one. I didn’t have the courage to crack any jokes or do my famous impersonation. My mind was too preoccupied with who I was going to choose. I thought of many different approaches to go about this. One being, list the pro and cons between the two, two… ok so I didn’t have a second approach, but the first one already sounded good enough to use; might as well use it.
Gd hyung was first. Pros: he is attractive, he is very fashionable (meaning he might get me clothes), he is the leader of the group; we aren’t awkward with each other so that hit two birds with one stone… That’s all I could come up with.
I raked my fingers through my hair, not caring if my hyungs see me.
Ok, so let me think of the con’s, he will get more possessive then he already is, he won’t let me go out even more then he does now, the pressure of being beside him might cause an inferiority complex, becoming self-conscious due to his fashionable style, and possibly be sent to the hospital due to his bone crushing hugs at night, if we ever do cross the line of just leader and maknae.
I locked the list in my brain making sure that I don’t forget anything. Now was Top hyungs turn.
Pros: he is amazing handsome; I look over to him just to prove my point. Once I looked over to him he shot me a smirk, damn! I blushed. Next thing I know I feel a pinch to my side. I yelped and looked over to the culprit, it was obvious that Gd hyung didn’t like that I was giving Top hyung more attention.
I leaned back in my seat, continuing my list for Top hyung. He is nice and gentle, never really scolds me for anything, doesn’t look like the possessive type, and I would feel warm in his arm.
Blushing at the thought of being in his arms, I quickly thought of con’s.
Though he is amazingly hot, that in itself is a downfall; I mean I don’t want to keep worrying if others have eyes on him. I shouldn’t have to babysit my own boyfriend… boyfriend never knew I would already accept the fact that I am gay… Am I gay? I mean I do love them, but do I LOVE them?
Once again I strayed from the task at hand and start thinking about various other things.
--- Author P.O.V---
Gd saw how distressed Seungri looked. Seungri kept scrunching up his face, and tightening his grip on his shirt. He wanted to tell him to relax and let it come naturally but he didn’t want to do anything to mess up his chances with him. Maybe he was thinking how to reject Top and that’s why he looked constipated.
Gd smiled triumphantly thinking, that maybe the case. But what if he is thinking the opposite, maybe Seungri was actually thinking of how to reject him! Gd frowned, no this cant happen; he of all people will not lose to Top.
Top on the other hand was looking at Seungri through the mirrors reflection. He too saw Seungri troubled face. He couldn’t do anything about it because they agreed to not do anything to him unless Seungri initiated it himself. It doesn’t matter all of this will be worth it in the end, he would not lose to Gd.
--Seungri P.O.V--
We finally arrived at the photo shoot location; we are modeling for a new shoe brand called, Halos. It sounded cool I couldn’t wait to see the shoes they had for us. I went into dressing rooms to get dolled up by the noona’s. It took a while for the rest of the hyungs to catch up, wonder why? I didn’t bother to think about it too much, right now all I wanted to do was show off my sexy manly side to the world. I have to make sure everyone see me as a man now. I grinned at the thought of how I should pose.
“Aish~ Seungri-shii haven’t I told you to sleep more, so your dark eye rings will lessen,” one of the makeup noona said.
Usually I would be hurt about people comments about my eye rings, but this time, she brought up a valid point. Well can you blame a person for not being able to sleep when something like this happens to you?
“Mianhe noona I had a bad dream and couldn’t get back to sleep,” I shot her a pleading look to let it go this once.
“Well because of your so called nightmare, I now have to put on more foundation then usual to cover it up” She sighed and went off to get the said foundation.
I looked in the mirror to really see the damage this whole ordeal took on me. My dark circles were definitely darker, my face looked to be a little pale, but besides this everything seems to be fine.
Before I knew it everyone has finished prepping and we were out on the floor posing for the camera. As I turned my head to the side making sure they got my good side, I looked over to Gd and Top hyung. They really do look amazing. How could they not, they were voted first on “The most handsome kpop idols,” or “The one kpop idol you would want to date,” in magazines. Then, it struck me.
THAT’S IT! A DATE!
It is perfect, I go on a date with both of them, and then from there I could evaluate them. This is definitely going to work. I will give them a fair chance and no one goes home broken hearted… well ok maybe not no one, but it’s good enough. Obviously the pros and cons list did not serve of any use.
“Seungri-shii! Pay attention,” I turned to the voice and found it to belong to the photographer, looking just a little peeved off at me.
“Are you ok Seungri?” Taeyang hyung asked, placing his hand on my shoulder.
I blinked one, twice, then snapped out of my daze and sputter out an awkward laugh”
“o-of course… Yeah I am ok, just didn’t hear anything for a while,” ok not the best excuse, but it will have to do for now. “Sorry everyone lets continue,” I bowed, “It won’t happen again.” Turning back to the camera I game out a playful smile. This was going to work.
After going through five different shoes, three different pairing shots, then an hour worth of playful shots, we were finally done. During the whole photo-shoot it was a little difficult to relax, mostly due to the fact that I was paired with Top hyung during the pairing shots. At one point during the shots, one of the stylist noona had to pad me down because I was sweating too much. Gd hyung was paired with Top and Taeyang hyung so that saved me another yelling from the noona’s, for ruining the makeup.
As we got changed out of our clothes and into our regular, more comfortable clothes, I started to plan on how to tell Top and Gd hyung that I want to go on a date with each of them before choosing. I mean what if they don’t accept the suggestion? Well no matter. I shook my head and put a determined face on. This is not something they can say yes or no to, it’s my heart and I can do whatever the hell I want with it. They should just be lucky I am giving them a chance. I mean they played with me in the beginning, right?
“That’s right, they did play with you” My eyes widen at this voice. No. Not again, please this isn’t going to happen, you shouldn’t even be here! I scrunched up my face.
“What’s wrong afraid I am going to ruin your perfect little world?” I scoffed. Perfect, more like confusing.
“What is there to be confused about, choose one of the two idiots, and leave the other completely heartbroken, sound fair to me.” I can practically see it, the sadistic side of this bastard pulling at my strings.
“Don’t forget I am can hear your thoughts,” he smirks “I really don’t see why you are letting them play you like this.” Play me?
“Yes play you. I mean do you really think two of the finest pieces of meat in Korea, wants you? What have YOU done to be rewarded with such a bounty.” ... It’s true… What have I done?
“That. Is. Right.”
I was so engrossed with the conversation with F, that I just noticed now that I was in the van, on the road heading home. I didn’t even notice that I had been chewing on my bottom lip. Then all of a sudden I felt a warm thumb touch it.
“Seungri you are bleeding,” the owner of the thumb spoke in his baritone voice; for some reason the hair on the back of my neck stood up, when has Top hyungs voice been this… sensual?
“ah… Sorry…” I pulled my head away only to be grabbed abruptly by a pair of hands, placed on both sides of my cheek, turning my head.
“Let me see,” Gd examined my lips closely. Then like Top hyung, he traced over it with his thumb. “Yah what the hell were you thinking so much into, for you to puncture you lips like this,” Gd asked.
Once again I pulled my face away from the warm hands. “Nothing hyung.” I looked to the front of us to see Daesung and Taeyang hyung sleeping, thank god, and then looked to Gd and Top. When I looked at their faces I could see it, oh yes I could see it. How much they love me. It may sound crazy since it was the middle of the night, and the only lights in the car were the head lights of passing cars. But I could see it, the way their eyes softened as they looked at me, how it showed concern, love, and happiness -for who knows why- but that’s all I needed to make my choice was.
I smiled at them, “I am fine… totally fine.” I could tell that they wanted to say something, but was interrupted by manger telling us that we have arrived home. I could feel my whole face brighten up and dashed out of the van. I am nervous.
It took a while for everyone to get into the apartment since we were all dead tired. Daesung and Taeyang went to bed as soon as they got into the apartment. I on the other hand waited patiently on the couch for the two unsuspecting hyungs.
Finally they stood in front of me both equally anxious as what my answer will be, they have no idea. But before I could say anything they had so rudely cut me off.
“Seungri you don’t have to say anything we know?”
They know? I shot them a confused look. Top sighed.
“Don’t force yourself to choose us if you don’t feel the same way. We came to a decision that we were being selfish, and we shouldn’t have forced you to make such a drastic decision”
When had they come to that decision? Was it when it took them so long to arrive in the room?
“Hyung,” I tried to stop them, but no, they continued.
“Mianhe maknae we will stop right now,” Gd muttered, with that said they were about to head to their rooms.
“I WANT TO GO ON A DATE!” I shouted.
They stopped in their tracks and turned around.
“What?” Both said in unison.
“I want to go on a date… separately, with both of you, than I will make my decision.”
Gd and Top looked to each other, I smiled at how lost they looked. I got up and headed to both of them.
“I think I deserve to be treated like a prince, so convince me who the better man is,” I smiled triumphantly. “If you both don’t like it, than back down now because this,” I pointed to myself. “Is what you are going to be loving for a long time, if you love me enough that is.”
I made my stand; now all I had to do was wait for their answer. I switch my stare to both of them with my arms crossed over my chest, emphasizing how stern I was on my decision. I waited for what seemed to be forever, probably due to my nervousness, growing more and more scared with each passing second. I was about to turn around and cry for how lightly they were taking this for them not to answer me, till I heard a loud, “I agree,” from both of them. Inwardly, I breathed out a sigh of relief.
“Ok then! It’s decided, since today is Thursday… Technically Friday I will let you have Friday to plan what you will do for our date.”
I let them rock, paper, scissor, to choose the day they want. Gd won.
“I choose Saturday!” He victoriously smiled.
“It is ok, lets me prepare more, I will get you on Sunday Seungri,” Top turned to me with a grin.
I let out a happy giggle.
“Can’t wait!” I swiftly moved forward to give them both a kiss on the cheek, than rushed back to my room.
----Author P.O.V-----
After a soft click was heard, both men turned towards each other, their happy but dazed looked completely wiped off.
“Be prepared to be crushed,” Top smirked
“Ha! In your dreams. When it comes to romance and Seungri, I know more then you know in one pinky,” Holding up his pinky for emphasis.
Top swatted the pinky away, he then held out his hand.
“All’s fair in love and war.” He smiled evilly.
Gd flashed equally evil smile, grabbing hold of the hand and shaking it with his.
“All’s fair in love and war,” He repeated back.
They shook and went their separate ways, storming back to their rooms to draw up there battle plans. Unbeknownst to them, they had an audience of two watching. The two kpop idols that were supposedly “tired and sleeply” were watching the whole time.
“How you think this is going to go down hun?” Daesung asked.
“One is going to end up sore Monday morning,” Taeyang answered with a serious face on.
Daesung didn’t get it, about to ask, till he was pulled into the room and pulled onto the bed. Guess he will never find out till Monday.