Somehow I both hate and enjoy being single at the same time. It's a weird feeling.

I need to get out of this motivationless funk. Studying seems like such a chore now. I'm going to try to get into gear. I need to speak with my chem professor.

Tired. Exhausted. Eyes ache. But goddamit, it's only a quarter to 6. I can't sleep yet just out of principle.

Watched the Season 3 ender of Buffy last night and got a wonderful letter from psycho ex. After reading through its ridiculousness, I was going to throw it away but then I thought I might save it for evidence just in case. It was formally signed and dated so I can pinpoint the exact date she let me know that she had officially dropped off of the ( Read more... )

Jerry: "What is this? What is this salty discharge?"

Elaine: "Oh my God, you're crying."

Jerry: "This is terrible--I care!"

I wish I could sleep right now since I have work at 10:30 in the morning.

"You will be only risking your lives whilst I will almost certainly be risking an Academy Award nomination for 'Best Supporting Actor'." I love Blazing Saddles.

Today is the first day in a while that I haven't actually conversed with all of my best friends at some point during the day. It feels weird not talking to Jenisa. I don't really want to talk to her right now but a little bit of me really wishes that I could hear her voice. This whole having become dependent on someone thing really comes to suck ( Read more... )

I'm over the precedent ( Read more... )

Well, it's officially over and done with. It doesn't feel particularly wonderful at the moment but I'm done with all of the drama. Finally. But goddamn does it suck at the moment. I can't believe I let her convince me to be completely open and honest to her only to turn around and stab me in the back. Exactly what I always feared would happen ( Read more... )