pretty sure I've lost my best friend. I dont know about other people, but I wouldn't do things I knew would hurt my friends, none the less really fuckin hurt. I'm tired of being stoic. People have always said I'm strong to be able to deal with the extremes that I do, but I dont think they realize how it still really fuckin hurts. I'm not going ( Read more... )

Haven't really made time to update. I'm doing it now out of boredome. This past week, I've been in the AA building about as long as an architecture student. It's just my freshman year :(. I've done a lot of still life work. I hate pastels. I HATE THEM!!!!! I hate charcoal too. I hate both. They're really bad to use, cause I always end up ( Read more... )

Dan: I dont like telling a lie.
Me: Dan, it's not a lie, it's still the truth.
Dan: Yeah, but I dont like being vague.
Me: *twitch*...what? Dan, God was vague. When he said let there be light, he made like, a billion shades of light.
Dan: *twitch*

haven't been doing much other than learning the knowhow of biped manipulation, placing of skins, and rendering.


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This is in response of Jacqui, since I dont really myspace ( Read more... )

I'm back here now. What I feel to be my new home. I dont know what it is, but I cant be creative in my dorm. I'm beginning to think it was just that I'm tired, because I couldn't be creative elsewhere either. Went to the amphitheatre to talk with Dan. Errr....rather mime why he shouldn't go talk to this random person. Lol, I have a knack for ( Read more... )

second half
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I do believe this is going to be the last of them, unless the model_animations dont work still.

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I fuckin hate this place. I'm never comming back.