It has been a while since my last entry but I felt inspired to write today.  I still struggle with depression and am currently seeing a therapist.  I had a bit of an interesting moment during the session today.  We were talking about how at times I feel like depression is a punishment for the wrong choices I had made.  I came to realize that by ( Read more... )

I've come to a new revelation if you will, about my life.  Things just seem so structured and scheduled.  I get up, I go to work or I sit on the couch in the morning and probe the internent depending on my work schedule.  I eat at certain intervals, I have breakfast in the morning, have a snack 2-3 hours later, have lunch 2-3 hours after that, have ( Read more... )

Okay so I'm learning how to drive now since I just got my permit.  I'm still nervous when I get behind the wheel but I am determined to learn how to drive.  Of course last night I have a dream where my dad is drunk (which is odd because he doesn't really do that especially cause he is a heart patient) and he is trying to drive a car with my sister ( Read more... )