Two days ago was the argument through text with the ex. That day I also washed my car, all sparkly and everything. I was just done and getting ready to wax the damn thing and it rains. Yesterday was ok and today Elsa gets in to a car accident. The car is fine, but I was scared shitless. Me, Grady, and Li Meng all went out to see her. First ( Read more... )

Its actually very easy. Wait for them to tell whats going on in your life. Then you respond and wait for the fireworks. Really.... Why would people do that? They come in and poke at your emotions for a bit and get angry when you get angry. I don't get it. I know my emotions well. I know what I am feeling but does she? I mean if you REALLY ( Read more... )

I feel that I'm learning to rebound quickly from getting rejected. It's both an interesting and bittersweet feeling ( Read more... )

For the third time this year I have felt my heart drop. For the third time this year I have felt the pain of losing something that was never mine to begin with. For the first time in my life I have heard a friend cry for me. She shed her tears because she says a person like me does not deserve to be treated by girls like I am. I was moved by ( Read more... )

I thought about you when you messaged me ( Read more... )

Been hanging out a lot with friends and chilling. Got a new car, thats about it. Will update more later i guess.

People around me are all starting to turn single one by one. People are all breaking up this time of the year. I don't know what it is. I just found this song. It is for all you lovers out there.

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Sorry I can't find an English translation ( Read more... )

Yesterday I met with Elsa for breakfast. Fresh soymilk and fried bread sticks... asian style. Then we went to Grady's house and just chilled out for a bit until 2:50 when Li Meng got of work so we could go get here. We then proceeded to go bowling. Grady had to help his cousin for a bit so he and Elsa left for a while. Me and Li had to sit ( Read more... )

My two best friends. They will never truly understand how much they mean to me even if I tell them so. Two nights ago they smacked me over the head and but a band-aid on my heart. They both said that enough was enough, I have spent too much time bleeding.

That being said, I took Ling to the dealership today to help her ask about getting her car ( Read more... )

If I were to tell you I still loved you. You wouldn't believe me. If I were to tell you I think about you everyday. You would call me a liar. Of course, to me I would think you were wrong ( Read more... )