For years i wander through the turmoil of my upbringing. Dodging drugs, dodging jail, and dodging the over all logistics of the evil we all like to call evil. Though at times I slipped, pissing off one here, one there, i succeded in the majority. I learned a lot, taught a lot, and though i met many of scum, i met many great people as well. I even ( Read more... )

sorry for the gap in entry. i havent been around a comp in a while. Anyhoo, things have turned toward the better for me now. Ive gotten into employment, im gettin g a new copy of my license, im moving into a home of my own. Im feeling better too. I miss you all. But im working on obtaining the means to see you. mean while, im bustin ass to get

Thinks. he thinks a whole fucking lot, and the same thing comes up everytime: a certain person. Sure, he has very dear friends... kana... tammmy... tyler... and though he cares and wonders and worries about them and wants to help them, he still has her on his mind. He cant get away (not that he wants to). Shes so kind and loving to him, even though ( Read more... )

And so He thinks: Does his actions in the the maze of spirit and mind called life warent such trechery? Apparently they bring the reprecusions of being a soul of devine mind and body, but where anlong the lines did he anger the heavens so that they may damn  him to eternal wandering? He knows that in this existance he has been far from perfect but ( Read more... )

egh, fuck it... just fuck it all...

So, here it is that i have arived: INSANE!!!!! Yes, i am officialy loosing it.

...help?

It all was seen differantly once we talked yes? You have been blind to the things i have done. And have also been blind to some of your own words and your own actions. Sometimes, though your intentions may be good, you come across sounding like an ass. I am guilty of thisa too sometimes. B ut the other day you woike up rasing hell. I already had ( Read more... )

I miss everyone so much. I miss those good days when all that really mattered was the good times them selves, and keeping up with them. Ugh, then everything went to shit. Good decisions were made, and forrgotten. And bad ones were made, and they tore us all apart. *sigh* And i dont understand any of this. no one will communicate with me. Ya know, i ( Read more... )

Jared: yes. im not sure who makes it, but there is a .50 cal handgun. Its the 50 mag revolver. Big and scary. I tried to shoot one once: it nearly b roke my wrist.

LA dee da. Another day. n othing really new...

Weeeee things to do ( Read more... )