Comments | zepp_x_rose: ugh..

zepp_x_rose

ugh..

Jun 18, 2005 14:59

Oh jeeze... so yeah, I just got back from my week long trip up north... I went up there all alone with my parents and my aunt. I WAS SO ALONE. I feel like there is no one here for me !!! gahhhhh, you should have seen me. I went insain, for real. I went so crazy that I couldn't stop laughing.. I dont know, I felt like I wanted to scream on the ( Read more... )

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sopoliteindeed June 19 2005, 00:16:59 UTC

so, um.. up north were there a lot of (fellow) wisconsin hicks? if yes, was fishing involved?

angela, i really know how you feel. i feel like there is no one out there for me and that my life is really one- dimensional because of it. i just keep telling myself that i am only 15 and i have so much time. it's true angela. please dont feel sad. sadness can eat up your life.

Sorry. zepp_x_rose June 19 2005, 02:16:41 UTC

I'm sorry. Sadness has already devoured me. My love for him will not reside. I'll love him forever, even though I know he is not here for me. I will keep writing to him, even though I know he will never get the letters. And lastly, I will keep drawing him and thinking he is real, just so I can sustain this feeling I wish to have... I wish for his presence beside me... That's all.. I wish for...

Re: Sorry. sopoliteindeed June 19 2005, 04:55:13 UTC

why do you keep doing that if it is hurting you? i know it makes you happy to think that he is real and that he cares for you. i also know that you know he is someone you made up. maybe you could use that energy to do something that would actually give you permanent happiness. someday you will meet someone that will be your zeppo. maybe you are making yourself unavailable because you are so focused on zeppo. just a thought. <3

Re: Sorry. zepp_x_rose June 19 2005, 22:32:08 UTC

I can't meet anyone else. There can't be a someone named "My Zeppo" because it will never be "Him".... ughh...

phased_stages June 19 2005, 03:37:28 UTC

awww angela.

i'm so sure you'll meet your zeppo.

i know you've lost all hope, but i haven't lost hope for you.

i know he's still out there somewhere for you....waiting...

<3

zepp_x_rose June 19 2005, 22:33:33 UTC

but he's not. he doesnt love me

kill_to_be_you June 29 2005, 18:39:56 UTC

I found your journal! I'm like a stalker *scary* ;_;! (This is Megan, btw)

You, Me, Sally, Ash, and Kayla and whoever else wants to go should all go to summerfest some day, yes? Maybe we can all cheer you up a little... What days would you be able to go? I haven't seen you forevvvvvveeerrrr *cry*