almost two weeks ago i got this bump on my wrist that gave me a little scare. what my friends and family would tell me was either one of two extremes, one that id be fine it was prolly nothing (which i thought, if it was nothing, i wouldnt have it) or that it was a tumor or even cancer. so 2 nights ago i wrapped the dime sized ball and massaged it ( Read more... )

so lately id been going to community so often i was already getting sick of the place.. and today i wnt AGAIN to see if theyd gotten my scholarship in the system yet. i spent two hours waiting just to get told that there was still nothing in the database. they also told me that if i didnt pay the tuition today, all my classes would get dropped. i ( Read more... )

why rush to grow up? i mean the world can be a pretty great place if youve got a good state of mind. you can find happiness in the simplest things.. and you dont even have to give up your youth for it. i have a friend i went to school with, we lived up everyday to make it as good as it could get. shes really awesome, good artist, real layed back ( Read more... )

omg i went to this fuckin chapin party just now.three kegs, two of amber.. fuckin awesome. i started chillin with this bad ass cholo guy, mid 30s, did 7 yrs and was covered in prison tattoos.. i became his guest, and with that.. fuckin VIP!! haha.. hell yeah.

great night motha fucka!!! woo.

this past weekend my parents went out of town. what happened while they were gone is to remain a secret.. haha. but how great it was. looks like school is in about a week and a half.. kinda excited for that. i need a new job, but i need transportation. i cant get my own transportation till i get another job. so im in a rut. either way, my lifes ( Read more... )

finally this dust turns to mud and the grass and trees become a darker green!! i dont see how anyone can not love this, except for priscilla and her jeep with green house effect! haha its ok we've got plastic bags and towels

ps i think i so subtly got fired this week..

i know its a little late but im finally getting around to going to community. and i know it was rocky but i got my friend back. life is actually not so bad for me right now. i have my family, job, school coming soon, and friends who i care about and i feel care about me. honestly, i couldnt ask for more! except my own car of course!! :)

There's a lady who's sure all that glitters is gold and she's buying a stairway to Heaven. When she gets there, she knows if the stores are all closed with a word she can get what she came for; And she's buying a stairway to Heaven ( Read more... )

lets see. im doin good, taking each day at a time. as i always do. got a new phone, freakin bad ass! i love it. yesterday was a really good day for me. at work it was the last day of the session and the father of the only little girl i had in my parent/baby class was just talking to me all nice, and praised me for getting his daughter comfortable ( Read more... )

i feel so drained. drained. drained.

is it wrong to feel like he won?

edit: stay strong.