So. I am sad to see something go, and I say to myself... one more week, just once more.

And now what, I have this persons company for another week, funny. I've become content with it. It's good now, it's not what I want. But it's good.

It's hard to loose what you never had. It's hard to see what you never had, to see it walk past you ... right away. It's hard to know, hard to know it's not miles, but feet away. It's hard to know, that I'm too much ,or not enough of a man to admit it, maybe because I know it doesn't make a difference. In a world... where, nothing matters to me ( Read more... )

Sometimes. Letting go sucks. But you know what sucks more, letting go and realizing... you didn't have to.

I'm so ... I'm so ... drunk right now. I dont even think I care. I cdint. I dont. I do, IU do and htats what the problem is.

... reality sucks.

Dissapoint. It is. You know. It's even more so that I dont care anymore.

On the plus sides:

1. The amerisuites rock
2. I have a new charger for my laptop.

..and now, moved into the second year of this ( Read more... )

Sometimes there is something there to work your way into, sometimes it takes perserverance, effort, skill, stamina... devotion.

Sometimes, there is nothing there.

if it's there, I've already started to find it, if it's not, I'm hopeless.

So be it, I'm drunk.,

Update: Where is the point you stop being a bitch, and just become a man. Settle something. Close the case. I guarantee for 20 seconds of hard churned embarassing press, i get weeks of comfort.

Fuck you.

Sometimes it's easier when it's nothing at all.

Of all the people, in all the places...

I find myself onto this one?

WHAT THE HELL MAN! I am loco.