i would like to thank ellie for making my journal a bagillion times better. thank you ellie.

ok, so that last entry was rushed, so this will explain things. so i got my haircut today, im not sure if i like it, its not bad, its just not what i wanted, although its what i told him to do. im gonna get it fixed. anyway, last night i went to the movies with neil, ellie, brianna, and mirah. we saw cinderella man, amazing movie, i order everyone ( Read more... )

yo, im at faytays right now, hes making me update this thing, honestly hes forcing me to, but now im leaving so uh bye.

took it from bryaaaaan ( Read more... )

so today was the first good day ive had in a long time. last night i didnt go to sleep until like 5 in the morning. my mom knew this so this morning she woke me up to tell me to go back to sleep? so i woke up around 11 and i talked to ellie, jules, mark, billy, and leah. they were all home too. so then my mom woke up and she did something with my ( Read more... )

vacations over, wasnt as good as i wanted it to be. at all. i was sick almost all week and im still sick now. i didnt do much all week, i tried to make plans with people who found better things to do. i skated alot, i guess thats cool. im begining to hate myself, everything i try to do i seem to do wrong. i get the feeling im losing alot of friends ( Read more... )

so vacation...its nice ( Read more... )

so its been a while. and i think my last entry wasnt so good. so things have gotten better. im not going to theropy, and i think im doing alright. i still have days where i feel horrible and depressed, but overall its getting better. im supposed to meet amandas dad soon, im so nervous, hes going to hate me. he thinks im a girl because amanda told ( Read more... )

wow, so much is going on right now i dont know where to start. this past weekend has been miserable. ever since it happend i havnt felt like myself, i cant think straight, and i havnt been able to eat anything without throwing it up. i dont know whats wrong with me. my mom wants to put me in theropy before i hurt myself. i dont think that would be ( Read more... )

friday: went to amandas after school. everything seemed fine, but then at the battle of the bands i got jealous because she was hanging over eamon all night and then invited him out to dinner, and not me, and i guess i wasnt supposed to get jealous over that ( Read more... )