I believe that I have made up my mind. I'll let go, of all the hate, all the anger, all the pain that I've held onto for so long. I won't be stubborn about it anymore. I've spent far too much time bitching and moaning about this already. That's right I'm going to be happy. I'm going to allow myself to be happy, not just once a week or every other ( Read more... )

The internal conflict is hitting me harder then ever before. Between who I am, and who I want to be. I'm starting to give in to all the pain and hatred I carry around, it makes me want to shut myself in again and hate the world. Vash would never hate anyone, no matter how bad they hurt them, so here is where the problem comes into to play. I can no ( Read more... )

Lesson 3: If you see a stranger, follow him.

It's been a good while since I last wrote anything in here, or even tried, so here goes the new ( Read more... )

Why is the whole fucking world set on pissing me off, and why the hell are they all doing a good job, and why the hell am I letting them? Is just one day of peace and serenity too much to ask? Obviously so every single thing has to be dramatic.

For once, why can't I win? oh well I'm done bitching, later.

My day started off pretty good. I went to take the my math test this morning, I think I did pretty good. After that I got the scores from my writing test back, and I passed yay! Shortly after that got home in a great mood, yes I was happy. I got on waitted for Dani to show up, but that never happened, until I im'd her phone, and she got all pissy, ( Read more... )

I lost something of mine. I have no idea at all where it could be. It's absence has slightly added to my depression today, cuz I really feel worthless for losing it. I'll try my best to find it hopefully I can, but that's all I have to say for now, later.

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josh wants to get some :(

Work completely sucked today! I fucking tore half of my thumbnail up a half hour into my shift. I had to do 7 and a half hours of work without my dominate thumb, and to make matters worse I kept stubbing it on everything. Now I have to run off to school and such, later.

Dani-I love you, thanks for the paid account.