You ever have that feeling youve been lied to and its about something big yeah who cares anyway its saturday nothing to do i hate this town i want to escape to many memorys some good but alot bad now too yeah i dont know what to say im empty i think im starting to be numb to everything just someone who sits there with no humor with a blank stare ( Read more... )

do you ever have that feeling you just want to be someone to another person instead of someone just to be played with to suit i hate society this world relys on money and power why cant we all just have fun and not fuck with people why cant everyone just be happy i guess cause things just dont work that way shit just never works out how you want it ( Read more... )

yeah i dont really have much to say people love, people like, people hate i hate emotions sometimes i wish i just couldnt feel because lately all i can feel is pain i dont want everyone thinking this is just some depressed journal but its true happieness isnt something that i can have right now probably not for a while when you actually look at ( Read more... )

yeah today was probably one of the worst days in my life so far but i spose no one really cares nah no point to im bored im sick of my stupid boreing life i need to find something new to do i dont even really have a life i just sit around all day yeah anyway later

Prom night tonight senoir prom is it a huge deal not really just a dance you have to pay enourmos amounts to attend 60 bucks for tickets and a 100 dollar tux plus whatever alyssa spent on her dress its crazy i think prom was made by all the businesses that rent tuxes and sell dresses lol yeah maybe not this is pointless rambling i haven't slept in ( Read more... )

Yeah i was thinking about things today the stupidness of our world like how sofisticated people think they are so much different than animals how we all sit around in places and talk to pass the time sharing our life and people care some do some dont but usualy they will listen even if they dont want to and the people talking are caught up in what ( Read more... )

You ever notice sunday seems to be the most boreing day of the week your not at school which is good but there never seems to be anything to do hmm weird yeah i dont know what else to say i pretty much sat around all day wow what fun cya

hi i took my road test today passed that i get my lisence tomorrow and sean will be in the probe crazy huh yep well thats about all i have to say

Hey everyone guess what day it is its 4/20 yay yeah im weird i hung out with jon most of the day blake was grounded all day which is stupid the voc teachers are fucking picking favorites and blake is one the hate fucking cocks yeah anyway went to alyssas for like a half hour that was fun joey might of broke fowells nose lol yeah well thats all i ( Read more... )

sunday the last day before school comes again and we are forced to sit in class while teachers try to make us learn i only have a little less than a month left of it forever besides college anyway yeah i dont have much else to say i dont even know why i wrote that yeah later