Jan 16, 2004 13:39
Thanks guys for making me happy. I am glad you see something in me. I do also, I just felt that this laziness and boring self needed a kick in the ass, well yeah here I am.
I have good news. I've been accepted to a college. finally, my mom wrote all the papers and crap (which I was a lazy ass). And Laguardia Community College mailed me the papers to get ready for. Now, yeah community college's aren't the best. But I have hope. I think I can work very hard to get to the goal of the college I want to go too.
I will work hard and go to a writing course, something with art. history, and everything.
watch you'll see, I will be the best. This will be a promise to myself and to my parents who've seen me be the lazy person I am.
I am sorry to my family
and I am sorry to myself.
but I will not forgive myself. no, I will just work hard and show myself I can do anything.
Maybe I am worth it after all.