Yesterday... was quite glorious! I spent most of the day with Cody in Portland, wandering around and getting to know each other better. This guy... well, he's pretty awesome, to say the least. I keep saying that the next person to snatch me up is going to need to charm the hell out of me, and whatever he is doing seems to be working. I'm really ( Read more... )

Life is good! I've been pretty happy lately, I must say. I'm probably going to stop slutting around, though. :-P Sleeping with a 20-year-old was... interesting. I doubt I will do -that- again. I'm not sure where things with Wes stand... and I may or may not care where they stand. I like him for sure, but do I want to date him? Be in a relationship ( Read more... )

Wes left this morning for 2 weeks in Japan. This is a weird feeling. I certainly cannot deny how much I like him... *sigh* It's going to be a very long 2 weeks without his texts. They've been the highlight of my days! I am in no rush to get into a relationship with anyone, but I just like him more and more all the time, and there's no other person ( Read more... )

There's nothing wrong with moving on quickly. It's how I've always been! All of my mutual friends with Pete seem to understand it, too, so that's good. It's just that when I break up with a person, it's usually a build-up... and part of the build-up is me getting over it before it's really even done. I'll admit that life has felt stranger than ( Read more... )

Ok Megan ( Read more... )

So I was a zombie at work due to lack of sleep the last few nights (despite going to bed way early!) and I got talked to about how I looked like I didn't want to be there... WTF. Hey guess what, I'M FUCKING EXHAUSTED because you have me working early in the morning all weekend long and I'm not used to it! A major flip-flop in the schedule is hard ( Read more... )

Work stress and frustration just keeps piling up... so tonight, I had myself a little emotional breakdown at work. Being sick certainly doesn't help. Or have I gotten sick because I'm so worn down from work? There's always too much stuff to do, and not enough time to do it. Days like today make it so hard to not just walk out and never come back! ( Read more... )

The decision has been made. After several days of total silence and my anger growing inside of me, I really can't be Megan's friend. The silent treatment should have stayed in your childhood, my dear. You think I have stabbed you in the back... ok... I'm sorry, that is not an excuse. And now for some clarification, because I'm angry and I just ( Read more... )

Or maybe I'm just overreacting and it's all just a big misunderstanding... except that it does not appear that she had to re-add anyone to her friends list, since everyone else is still there! No, she had to have specifically meant to remove me. I need to give this time... can't stop thinking that I should send her a message or a text or something ( Read more... )

Is the story beginning again? Megan dated, broke up, deleted her facebook, undeleted it... but removed me from her friends and left Pete on there. WTF? The only thing that makes sense is that she saw the comments I left on Jared's page, which aren't even bad! I told him that she has a history of overreacting, and I've seen her go through stuff like ( Read more... )