for the record ( Read more... )

I DON'T TRUST YOU.

you think i don't see.
but i see.

if things weren't so unreally complicated...
if everyone i know didn't feel the need to watch me...
do you know what i would do?

yeah... you know exactly what i'd do.

you'll be home to me in forty-two minutes
and i'll try to forget that you had
anyone else before me

even though i've been there too

more than i'd like to admit

sitting in the warm/cold depending on what side i am facing ( Read more... )

dear you:

fuck right off.
quit the sabotage.
i'm not coming home.
and maybe i'll keep the car.
i know you'll never read this.
you'd never think to care.

i might be forgotten, but i'm not alone.

fingertipsaresofterthanithoughttheywouldbe
your skin reddens beneath my touch
the pain of pulling hair
anesthetized by a silver kiss

oh and this sudden rush of
idontknowwhat
pushing me underwater
then dragging me back to air
makes my breathing fast
and hard
and fast hard fast

then your delicate slap
brings me back to life

and so you see, my contradiction
goes to prove my heart's indemnity
it tries to hide my own affliction
twas buried neath my veil of clarity

and so, dear readers, i am furious. as per normal in this stupid fucking journal, i won't give you details or names, but let me just say that it is impossible to please some people. no matter what you do (or don't do) you cannot ever win. with this in mind, i make my new year's resolution early and i am going to escape the futility of trying to ( Read more... )

All that is necessary for evil to triumph is for good people to do nothing.

Dante.

i wish i had a river so long ( Read more... )