yo... im starting to hate life again... god why doesnt anything good happen last....

OH YEAH I FUCKING CALLED. IT WELL.. ALL I KNOW IS DEPRESSION HE WE COME... OH YEAH.. I THINK ILL LYE IN MY BED AND WATCH MY BODY TWITCH... AND LOSE CONTROLE... AND GO INSAINE... !

yeah i got a bad feeling today...... but what ever ima try to ignore it... hey guys... i got an A on sukara... yesterday... i didnt count the greats though i was to happy i got an A.. all i know is i full comboed everything after the slowdown... ::shurgs:: first time too... oh well hope everybodys doing good for thouse who still read my journal...

-name: Sean a.k.a. Bongo Monkey ( Read more... )

Hey peoples, A new day in the week of Sean, so bored right now, i miss my Meagan alot. Things are really going along great with me and her i love her alot, i hate not being with her, i feel lonely.... lately too i have been really tired even when i get enought sleep...

Yeah i feel like talking about my love ( Read more... )

so many days passed as i have turn a new leaf once more, a new love has bought me back to life, closer friends have made a new story, a smile has been handed to me in many gifts, but its just words only i would really care to hear, a life like mine may not show much intrest to another of a different blood ( Read more... )

.... every day is a bad day... every day starts off the same... how come my life is so fucking lame... all i ever do is want to try... try to make peoples lives better.. but in the end i wanna die.... why all i want is things to be perfict... but how come thing always end in a conflict... i cant take this any more... i wish i was dead... either ( Read more... )

heh.... shit doesnt feel right....... but i cant act out....... ugh .....

wow.... what a fucking stresfull week, lets see.. it started last sunday, when i gfot into another fight with my mom... and i got sent to a pyciatric hospital... for the rest of the week.. then friday when i was back... some crazy ass dramatic soap opra came to be of our school, and some how... it is seemed to be my fault because other people said ( Read more... )

yeah... *update*.... life sucks... but im still alive.. ::shrugs:: i guess it doesnt suck that much... -.- i need a pet... or somthing ... somthing to stay at my side that i can talk to... and the phone doesnt help -.- people fall asleep when i talk....::sigh::