Ive really been feeling some anxiery lately. I think its because Im still drug free, except for ciggeretes of course. Part of me is proud of that. I think most of me is proud on most days. Im so happy I didnt fall yesterday when I was so tempted to do so ( Read more... )

just a quick entry before i go practice some.

ive fallen into a state of havinng serrious emotions for this one girl.

Shes the most amazing thing thats ever happened to me, I only wish I could have realized this sooner so my life would have been better a long time ago.

Her name is Allison.

We are in love.

Im just a scared, scared little kid, when you think about it.

Dear Christina,
On days like today, when its warm in richmond and everyone seems to be smiling, all the girls look so good.

Today, I thought about the day we had in Florida. And how some days, I still miss you.

I hate you so much for that. You fucking bitch.

Ive been so stressed lately, I dream the same dream every night ( Read more... )

math is kind of like being OCD. the rules never change. you get the same results ( Read more... )

I am really, really sick of feeling this way ( Read more... )

this night has been an emotional roller coaster.

I think im developing serrious feelings for her.

Im also almost positive kelly is bipolar. And thats fine with me.

Ive been tumbling down the rabbit hole these past few days. Im serriously thinking about unplugging for a while, at least until my next life that is. Im so tired of being so full. Im so tired of also being so empty at the same time ( Read more... )

Ive had way too many thoughts on my mind lately to actually document them.

I wish I was in love, but I know that I could only be in love with myself.

God, I really want to jump out of the window right now.

420, res hits.