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The paper is Zain me (Roli) and Carly.
It's hard to decide to love or hate. Wanted to strangle people today, because it's hard to remember things have changed, and people have stopped liking me. Just some random girl, making no impact on anything, yes. Chewing nails and keeping quiet in cars. There are no words, no words, but screaming when she's alone. Screaming. Two weeks until school -might shoot myself soon, watch out. Usually looking forward to it, but not this year. Who wants to be my boyfriend? We can hold hands. It will be fun. Let's watch a movie after work tomorrow, ten o'clock. Okay? Call me. Amen.