thought u were my friend, thought u were always gunna be there, thought our friendship meant sumthing to you. Never thought u'd lie to me, never thought u'd play this game. but you did. so get ready sweety cuz i play it just as good as you can. you dont know what you just caused. you dont know what you just did. you dont know wuts about to happen. ( Read more... )

everything has been going pretty good the last week or so. i got into the play, James and the Giant Peach" which i'm really happy about. i thought my audition didnt go that well but i guess it did. i'm a beat gnap (like a beatnick but i'm a fly). we're following the play more than the movie. i'm also part of the rhino that kills the parents in the ( Read more... )

so i've reached the breaking point. people who i thought were my friends,arent. i have to deal with annoying assholes everyday, and people who i thought cared about me just dont seem to. i'm sick of everything. nothing i seem to do is right and everytime i get annoyed i try to forget about it but i guess that all caught up with me. everyday i just ( Read more... )

for the past couple days/week i've been feeling very depressed. and to be totally honest i didnt even know why. i wuld cry for no reason, i'd feel depressed for no reason. i hadnt the slightest idea as to wut was making me feel that way. so dave suggested i talk to mr. baker at the high school. but i think hes a quack so instead i talked to my ( Read more... )

so the visit to cape cod was good. it was actually a lot better than i thought it wuld be. i was scared my grandpa wuld still be as fragile, weak, and exhausted as last time. but i was wrong. we got there around midnight and they waited up for us. the greeted us at the door and my grandpa still looks weak but his personality is back. he was joking ( Read more... )

so my sister left for school and so did dave. i got depressed but thats life so oh well. i'm going to cape cod today till sunday to see my grandparents. me n my parents figured they're all alone and it must be pretty lonely and hard for the both of them over there so we figured we'd go for the weekend. i'm excited to see them but at the same time ( Read more... )

so everythings been going pretty good lately. a couple bumps here and there but thats about it. i've been feeling very overwelmed lately, schools starting again in like a week in a half and thats got me kinda depressed. i dont wanna go back to all the drama and bullshit. and waking up at 6 everyday again doesnt exactly have me jumping for joy. i've ( Read more... )

i dont know why i forgot to update about a certain night ago, about 4 or 5 days ago. i went to lisas house for dinner but my sister didnt feel good so we left early. dave calls me and him, bob, evandro, kaitie, and greg r going out to eat. so dave picks me up at my house around 8:30. he comes to my door wearing a hat, a quick thought passed thru my ( Read more... )

okay so i had a fukin awesome time last night. me n marie havent had a sleepover since like fukin last year so we decided that we'd have one. i came by her dads pizza place and got free food, and then barf (catherine) came and picked us up and we went to maries house to get changed. so we all change and get ready to go out. even thou we had no idea ( Read more... )