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[zeussimeoni]

I seek advice, but there is no one with whom I can ask. I wish I could. The woman of my dreams couldn’t get her clingy ex boyfriend out of her head, so she decided to dump both of us - to see neither of us, since clearly she could give neither of us what we wanted. It was painful. I was physically ill all of yesterday, and not feeling good

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[bloodstonerose]

I was a bit hurt. Do you wish my things immediately vacated? I can come by and get them if their presence is disturbing. I would just prefer if you held them for a little while, my feelings might get the best of me. I saw you today, I wanted to call out to you.. I can't even think your name and not feel.. despite not typing it out. You walked differently, stormy, heavy.. just.. unlike yourself. I've been feeling ill myself, is it insane that I swear I can feel you? ~Maria

[zeussimeoni]

No, on the contrary, I wanted to return the things today just as an excuse to see you. Not as a reason to vacate your presence from my life. I just felt it would be cheap to make excuses to see you this soon, whether I want to or not. Of course I want to, otherwise this wouldn't be painful. I'm curious as to what left you a bit hurt. Hopefully nothing I said.

Zeus - god of mourning