i'm in a very awkward time in my life...which means this journal is now ending.

just like my last one.

i'll have a new one soon.
but yeah. goodbye.

this is really hard to do...

remembering something important, this is the only place these pictures exist now. i deleted everything else.


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i'm picking it up in a half hour...this will change alot. i wonder what it's going to be like...

she was right about me...

fuck, this is really painful.
really, really painful.
a little too much to bear maybe?

time to throw up.

out of all the endings i could have chosen this has been the most upsetting...i feel like i've been nailed up against a wall to watch this all unfold. there isn't a single fucking thing i can do...and i guess that's what hurts the most.

yeah...

tonight was really bad...i hope her head is ok.
sucks to know she is waiting for him and has a crush on him.
"eh" is her response.

i don't even fuckin know anymore...
but yeah, plane ticket and moving in march.
maybe i'll be happy elsewhere

all woman please die.

if i'm lied to once more i'm packing my shit and getting on a plane next monday.

i love the way stephanie's closest friends aren't talking to me...they know the truth..and to think i called them my friends...friends tell other friends if their gf sucks a dude's dick while they're still technicly dating.

oh well.

fuck all of you.

so i was cheated on and she can't stop lying about it. i'm glad i have a friend good enough to tell me the truth. she sucked his dick in a cd connection bathroom. how low and disgusting is that. i'm so glad i have that rotting cunt out of my life.

i'm leaving in 6 monthes. i can't take this place anymore it's a fucking mistake to even try to make new friends or even keep up with the old. you all took advantage of me. i hope you realise what you've done to someone who actually cared. i probably wont be updating this for a very long time. no one reads it anyways ( Read more... )