Darling, just start the chase. Ill let you win but you must make the endeavor
The back of you,
The blackbirds you byebye to,
The beckoned shuteye look of you.
What feelings whirl in a world you have no vision to
But your fingers flow quickly to
and then softly,
heavily, sadly to.
The stories you tell
Sometimes stories of you,
Someday my Prince will come,
Stella by starlight,
One day I'll too.
i just feel soooo blaaah...
i was fine, my heart was unoccupied, everything was smooth...great actually...i mean..i would feel needy and lonely from time to time but was never nothing to worry about. Then this guy, this random guy i was unawared of its existence till a month ago, this guy i only found out his name today....comes along...and the universe and all the forces in it fucks with my mind once again and lead me to think that this time it might be different..that i might have a shot . why?!
i hate blind dates, set ups or any thing of the kind..in my life, everything that is planed falls flat in the end..is like a curse or something.
i swear to god i would kill the next person that tells me to go and talk to him...FUCK NO! I WON'T! it's bad enough i see him every day...him looking at me at any chance he gets( or so my friend says he does 'cos by now i;m too embarrassed to even look at him and see if he's looking back). imagine if i go and check if he's interested and it turns out his not...i'll have live with the fact i'll have to see him everyday...for 4 years..knowing that at some point i made a complete ass of myself....
I'm needy..that's why all this stuff,these feelings are happening inside of me. I like to let nature do its work...if he likes me back he'll come to me, or at least give me something to be confident enough to go and do something about it...otherwise i'll just let it be, or even get over it...eventually. hopefully.
I don't think i'm even making sense anymore...and i don't care..
but he can be so cute sometimes......eeeeeeerrrrgh! i hate boys...especially the cute and charming ones...!
ok that's it..once again, i needed to let it out..somewhere
by now i got nothing more to do than leave you to fiona apple and her mind blowing voice and lyrics..just because she always manage to get the words out of my mouth....everytime.
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