i still don't have a job. and it's not like i haven't been trying. i've been trying so hard. but i just can't nail one. it's disouraging and depressing.
i get addicted to things way to easily. i feel like i'm going to throw up. i feel anxious. i feel jittery. and i have an interview in 2.5 hours. wish me luck.
we got the check in the mail today. i'm just one step closer to everything i've wanted. i will send the money in the mail tomorrow, and then the apartment will definitely be mine. and then i will get there and i'll find a job and it will be good. i will be good. we will be good.