wow im so happy/overwhelmed i think i might cry right now. i love these quiet guitar songs. lol ( Read more... )

yeah so last night was anna's party twas...like a flashback to fifth grade. anyways me and ali and stasia slept over that was fun i guess the party had it's fun moments too. lol. i had a weird dream about Ms. Leopald telling me how they were driving out the dutch people and me and my friends were standing up for the dutch and protesting and all and ( Read more... )

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yeah so they wont let me back into school until i spend a month in a mental hospital or get a letter from sandy saying im ok to go back to school and i wont cut myself there again. cept the only problem is she wotnw rite that cuz it's not true. lol so basically i don't go to school anymore. haha. anyways...i broke up with stephen yesterday. i dunno ( Read more... )

This is sooo confusing why can't things just go back to the way they used to be? I hate how I always fuck things up>.< Why the hell does everybody hate me? And how come whenever sombody loves me I drive them away? I wish I could cry music.

yeah so kinga was talking to me on the phone last night and at the same time taking a shit load of quizzes. that made me crave being my usual quizilla junkie that i am, so im taking all the ones she took now. lol.


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look around the world pretty baby is it everything you hoped it'd be? the right guy the wrong situation ( Read more... )

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01. Being on stage is awesome, but I always get nervous at first.
02. I wish I could trust people.
03. I like shuffling cards.
04. I use big words.
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