I'm the same way, Sam. It's really hard not to bring all of my baggage and my old fears and things into my relationship with Liza. I keep expecting her to behave the way people in the past have, and it's so upsetting because I expect her to leave at any time or to start hating me or something.
I think if this relationship is that important to you, you just have to try as much as you can to let things go. Remind yourself constantly that Patrick hasn't done anything untrustworthy. What I'm trying to do is to trust Liza absolutely fully, even though that is SO hard for me because I am so terrified of being hurt. But fuck it, I am going to trust her like I've never been hurt, because that's what she deserves.
Sorry, that was a big ramble! I've been thinking about it a lot is all :)
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I think if this relationship is that important to you, you just have to try as much as you can to let things go. Remind yourself constantly that Patrick hasn't done anything untrustworthy. What I'm trying to do is to trust Liza absolutely fully, even though that is SO hard for me because I am so terrified of being hurt. But fuck it, I am going to trust her like I've never been hurt, because that's what she deserves.
Sorry, that was a big ramble! I've been thinking about it a lot is all :)
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I get you hunny I know what it feels like and I am glad you get me!
It will be ok we will do this together and open up to our partners!
OMG we have partners LOL he is coming with me as I guess my boyfriend to my work chirstmas party Im excited about that LOL Im such a child LOL
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