having a whinge

[zildjian77]

I am just tired and hormonal and bored on my holidays so this I know is silly but I miss Anfey and hate the fact we now have to spend so much time apart to get to the big picture

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[haunted_roses]

this my dear is real love That you are feeling

[zildjian77]

its just scary I guess, we are still sorting out whether or not things travel the same while he is studying and its stressfull so much that the other day we ended up in such a big fight he thought it would be best to break up. He was sitting on my floor crying his eyes out when he said it then he realised how hurtful it was to me to suggest it that he took it back and is now completely guilty about it, I know he is trying to do too much and make sure i dont get left out or hurt in the process of him studying and getting ready to go down the academy so its killing him he cant see me as much, things are sorted we havent broken up we are still together we were both just so emotional and stressed and scared of loosing the other one we tried pushing each other away, he loves me I know this I love him I know this too!

On another note my best wishes to you and your future husband for the upcoming wedding my darling girl, I see how happy he makes you and i wish to half as happy as you two!
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