well, its 5 days until the inevitable...when everyone is forced to be nice to me because it's my birthday. too bad so sad for all of those that hate me. (yes, jesse, even you must be nice to me for at least one hour. ;-) j/k). I'm not looking forward to my birthday so much as the few days after my birthday which will lead to a road trip with my ( Read more... )

so i went to guzetta hall tonight for just a little while for a concert for my girl Kristin, and i came home feeling like my old self. the emotions tumbling, the depression looming...and one giant craving for a cigarette. i didn't even spend two hours there and it threw me into this tailspin of emotion that i just really don't want to go through ( Read more... )

I spent the majority of today (which it's only 12:00 but I started my day 6 1/2 hours ago, which makes me feel very accomplished) so far looking for grad schools online. I've looked just about everywhere trying to find a school that offered a joint masters in Library and Information Science and either Music History or Musicology. After looking at ( Read more... )

so when in the world did email just become a dumpster for forwards? every day i open my mail and i swear i have at least 7 or 8 of them a day. then i continue to recieve them all day. now don't get me wrong, i will send a few out there, but usually only to select people, and only when it's really good. Other than that, i try to make some ( Read more... )

There is no escaping the fact that it is fall. I was driving home today and the fall colors are more prevalent than the green. And although I'm sad to see summer go, because I love the warm weather and sunshine, there is something about fall. The beauty, the warm fall smells, apple cinnimon, pimpkin spice, the crunch of leaves, the way your fall ( Read more... )

can someone tell me how to put a picture on here? i keep trying to but it keeps telling me it's too big. how do i do it? it works for myspace...

So this past weekend was amazing. Again. On Saturday I got a call at about 6:45 am from Amy saying she was not able to get out of her driveway and could i swith shift with her and go in for 7-3 instead of 3-11. Well this, although it was a little bit of a hassel at the time, turned out well because it was an automatic Saturday night off, which ( Read more... )

Never, as long as I live, will I ever understand what goes on inside the craniums of males. I know I'm not alone in this, but some days the only thinkg I think that we have in common is our species. Seriously. All I can do is laugh, cause I dunno ( Read more... )

So many amazing things...I'm overwhelmed. I had an old friend of mine over last night from HS, Tony. He's had some seriously heavy stuff happen in the past year or so. Three of his grandparents, his teacher and mentor (mine too, if you remember) and his father all passed away. His father has only been gone for about 5 months. We talked ( Read more... )

well here i am at work. i usually (it took my three times to write that word) come in and do a couple of things right away that need to get done and then i drink a cup of tea and check my email. except today that it's a cup of hot chocolate. mmmmmm ( Read more... )