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If I'm snappy, it's because I'm stressed.
If I'm bossy, it's because I'm a stressed-control freak.
If I'm pushy, it's because I'm stubborn when I believe in something.
If I'm grumpy, it's because I'm tired and down.
and if I'm ranting and raving and yelling, it's because I'm very easily frustrated.
March I knew'd be hell month. Just didn't know it'd start being hellish so soon :/ I'm sorry if I'm ever a bitch to you. I guess you could say this is my disclaimer for the month, lol.
I try. Real hard. I do. It's just really hard to be perfect to everyone all the time, and like we're saying in Conrad's class, people's personalities aren't one dimensional. You can't be perfect to everyone all the time. Not that I'm not gonna stop trying, lol, but now that I guess I'm a little more confident it's easier to dislike me...? Ah, the paradox. " 'Silence is golden.' / I have been broken./ Safe in my own skin, so/ Nobody wins." If you say nothing you're not criticized but you stay a nobody. If you speak, you're making yourself vulnerable to be chastized. Why do I use words like "chastize", which I'm probably spelling wrong? That's totally a reason to make fun of me right there, lol.
Oh well. It's 12 again and I haven't slept. Good night, and I'm sorry again if I'm a bitch this month. I'm really gonna try not to be. <3
If I'm bossy, it's because I'm a stressed-control freak.
If I'm pushy, it's because I'm stubborn when I believe in something.
If I'm grumpy, it's because I'm tired and down.
and if I'm ranting and raving and yelling, it's because I'm very easily frustrated.
March I knew'd be hell month. Just didn't know it'd start being hellish so soon :/ I'm sorry if I'm ever a bitch to you. I guess you could say this is my disclaimer for the month, lol.
I try. Real hard. I do. It's just really hard to be perfect to everyone all the time, and like we're saying in Conrad's class, people's personalities aren't one dimensional. You can't be perfect to everyone all the time. Not that I'm not gonna stop trying, lol, but now that I guess I'm a little more confident it's easier to dislike me...? Ah, the paradox. " 'Silence is golden.' / I have been broken./ Safe in my own skin, so/ Nobody wins." If you say nothing you're not criticized but you stay a nobody. If you speak, you're making yourself vulnerable to be chastized. Why do I use words like "chastize", which I'm probably spelling wrong? That's totally a reason to make fun of me right there, lol.
Oh well. It's 12 again and I haven't slept. Good night, and I'm sorry again if I'm a bitch this month. I'm really gonna try not to be. <3