Maybe there's someone out there looking for someone as fucked up as i am. I know I'm looking for a fuck-up. Too much hope in people. Can't stand to fuck witht that. Need to find someone else as jaded who doesn't mind, someone who's a hopeful cynic and wouldn't have it any other way ( Read more... )

Well, I made a spectacularly bad impression tonight. It was fucken awesome ::grinn ( Read more... )

"Every word instantly becomes a concept precisely insofar as it is not supposed to serve as a reminder of the unique and entirely individual original experience to which it owes its origin; but rather, a word becomes a concept insofar as it simultaneously has to fit countless more or less similar cases - which means, purely and simply, cases which ( Read more... )

It was a good day today. Saw a lot of people, which is unusual for me. I barely even know two of them which was very different and cool. Nice walk home at the end of it, too. Not a stray thought wandering anywhere. Just cool air, yellow light, and the sound of me walking while cars pass by. I'm glad I didn't call a cab ( Read more... )

http://www.craphound.com/down/Cory_Doctorow_-_Down_and_Out_in_the_Magic_Kingdom.htm

I remember...

smoking cigarettes at the library with friends.

making out in the stairwell and getting interupted.

conversations at football games we didn't want to go to.

playing pool and playing on the toys at St. Joe's.

drinking, smoking, laughing, kissing and touching.

Saw Chuck and Wendall and others last night. Used to hang out with them all the time. Weird.

I've been trying to catch up with people I haven't seen for a long time lately. Randomly seeing a bunch of old friends, too.  Remembering things. Weird headspace. I think I'm going to stop. Too awkward. I like awkward, but I'm crazy. Nobody that knew me ( Read more... )

He lifts a green glass bottle and thick dark liquid that smells like black licorice and death splashes into a glass. He lifts it to his lips and he jerks his head back and swallows, raising the glass in his fist above his head some kind of silent toast or salute. He grimaces out of habit; the foul drink never touched his tongue, straight past his ( Read more... )

Or, You've Got a Job, Now What the Fuck Do You Want?
In this, the Ever-Changing and Prosperous Land of Tomorrow, individuals must, in order to maintain their status as one of the Productive Members of Society, (see EMPLOYED, THE) learn to adapt in order to maintain our success (see LIVING WITH LIMITED BUDGETS, A BLESSING IN DISGUISE). Most often ( Read more... )

So my birthday is October 17, and I will be doing >something<. Anyone wishing to participate should probably request the 18th off from work, because there's no way I'm letting anyone not be too fucked to work the next day. ::grinn ( Read more... )