behind the mystery
this is just for anyone who might add me and wont know anything about me except the fact that i hate fat people who complain and am in love with robots
:P
1. My name is Melissa Flore Harmony Winning.
2. I was forced to lose my VL by my then best friend Gerrie.
3. I wish i'd come up with certain ideas first.
4. i worry in case everything i do really is for attention.
5. i'm pretty sure im bipolar.
6. i was a vegetarian for two years but quit because i realised that everything dies.
7. i get affected by others' opinions too much.
8. I appreciate all kinds of music and get annoyed when people ask me why.
9. i hate the terms Random, Emo and Bored.
10. i tend to judge people, especially over their religion or beliefs.
11. i used to want to run away for most of my childhood. What an idiot.
12. My father died when i was nine years old.
13. I have never been in love, yet ive been under infatuation big-time.
14. I can finally admit to people that I have a strong faith in love.
15. i'm half french and I spent ten years of my life in france.
16. i dislike most members on the french side of my family.
17. I get paranoid about everything, even about my best friend. It annoys me.
18. People have been thinking I'm a lesbian for years now. I'm used to it.
19. I hate myself of a year ago.
20. I get silly crushes at least three times a year
21. i wish to be desired.
22. if i got a million pounds tomorrow, i would spend most of it on my mum.
23. I have never had a boyfriend.
24. i forget guys have feelings.
25. i spend most of my days imagining what could happen instead of what did or will.
26. i used to watch 7 hours of telly a day.
27. i have strong contempt for girls who dont appreciate their bodies and instead give in to the image media presents.
28. i dont like the thought of mass religion and brainwashing.
29. i dont like to go swimming because i have scars on my thighs
30. over the past few months, i have matured more than i ever have in my life.
31. most of my friends didnt know what the clitoris was for until i came along.
32. hence therefore i was the only one to know how to masturbate ahahaha.
33. my gran died of lung cancer and yet i smoke on a casual basis.
34. my dad died in the shower and yet im at my happiest in a shower.
35. i take too many pictures, especially when drunk.
36. i have one best friend whom i love more than anything in the whole world.
37. i was the first whom my gay friend Stuart came out to.
38. i like to put myself in other peoples shoes (figuratively).
39. i dont dress normaly but ive calmed down. i now dress to make myself look good.
40. i used to feel an enormous amount of pressure to succeed from my mum.
41. i seem to be the center of attention amongst my friends and i recoil from that.
42. i like compliments because they make me feel better.
43. im very ticklish.
44. i like brushing my teeth and i used to do it in the shower but its a bit gross now.
45. i once locked the door to my house in case of robbers but ended up ot being able to open the door again. my dad had to climb some railings and i got slapped for it.
46. i am a LIGHTWEIGHT.
47. i dance like a 60's kid on a bad trip
48. im loud and i worry people will think im being obnoxious.
49. i wish i could bellydance.
50. i weigh too much but i fail to care these days.
51. i think eleven years of education isnt enough to decide what you want to do for the rest of your life.
52. i dont believe i recycling. i believe we should just die out like evolution wants us to and let the earth get better.
53. i act like a child at times
54. i act like a grown up sometimes.
55. im not big headed but i think im quite smart.
56. i got my tits groped five million times before i even got my first kiss.
57. i cuddle with others around me when i sleep.
58. i prefer guys with long hair
59. i tend to stare a lot. :)
60. i refuse to say lol at any time EVER.
61. i like to laugh. especially loudly and until tears come up to my eyes.
62. i steal all my underwear and my jewelerry.
63. i believe all boys smell of wood varnish and i love it.
64. im too realistic at times.
65. i secretly want a boyfriend.
66. i refuse to face up to the fact that i have a girl's mind. i dont, i have a guy's mind
67. i prefer the word cock to dick.
68. i prefer the word pussy or cunt to fanny.
69. i like kiwis and raspberries.
70. i get obsessed.
71. i wish i could paint better so my dreams would come out on canvas.
72. i dont even know if i want kids. but sometimes the thought amuses me.
73. i meet strangers and make up their entire personalities so theyre perfect for me.
74. i wish i could wear foundation to cover up my red cheeks but then ill get crap skin.
75. i dont like to label people i admire.
76. i like custard cream buscuits and digestives
77. my favourite juice is red grape or apple.
78. i get scared walking at night in case i get raped.
79. im sick in the head.
80. i know more about sex than most sexually active people.
81. my favourite book is Fight Club because i agree with most of it.
82. i believe in science.
83. i like phonecalls now a lot better than msn
84. i have a strong admiration for my school's depute head teacher
85. i like to read everything and anything.
86. i like learning too much
87. i like romcoms now.
88. i wish hollywood wouldnt produce so many happy endings though. a cliffhanger is always good
89. i want to go to america and eat pancakes in a real diner.
90. i sometimes get jealous of friends of mine who have fathers.
91. ive moved 7 times
92. ive attended 6 schools.
93. im worried in case ill lose contact with my current friends like i have with my old ones.
94. i take too many pictures of myself.
95. sometimes i think im pretty enough to have a boyfriend.
96. i think id be good at acting
97. i worry about my singing voice more than anything else.
98. my mother wants me to get hooked up more than me.
99. i can never get the right lyrics to songs, so i sing the wrong ones to the tune.
100. i really do fail to care what others think of me.
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Age: 16 Gender: Female Location: West of Scotland, Argyll. Relationship Status: Singular Sexual Orientation: "in denial". i'm straight really. Occupation:student. Children: none available yet Pets: theres that cat of my neighbourswho always asks me to stroke it. Siblings: A Brother Interests: art, music, drama, english, books, movies, intellect, learning, friends, alcohol, cigarettes, the opposite sex, fashion, writing, diaries, psychology, dreams, shopping, eating. List 3 words to describe yourself: 1. lovely 2. bitter. 3. mad. List 3 interesting/random things about you: 1. i once went to hospital for ten days. 2. i hate movies lasting over two hours. 3. most of my clothes are second hand. List 3 things you look for in a friend: 1. amusing anecdotes 2. good listener. 3. being able to cope with my moods. 5 Favourite Bands/Artist/s: 1. ABBA 2. The Beatles 3. The Killers 4. The Commitments 5. Flight of the Conchords 5 Favourite Movies: 1. The Commitments 2. Groundhog Day 3. Fight Club 4. Little Miss Sunshine 5. Eagle vs Shark. 5 Favourite TV Shows: 1. Gilmore Girls 2. My Name Is Earl 3. Scrubs 4. Flight of the Conchords 5. Never Mind the Buzzcocks 5 Favourite Books: 1. Fight Club (or anything else by Chuck Palahniuk) 2. Mathilda 3. The HitchHiker's Guide To The Galaxy 4. The Lovely Bones. 5. The Time Traveller's Wife. Why do you think people would enjoy reading and commenting on your posts? because i may or may not have psychological problems so every post is different. I include pictures but not so much as to become annoying. Tell us about your life and what you want to do with it: I am living with my mother and brother in Scotland. I have lived here for five years now. I was born in France and I spent ten years there. I've had a fruitful life and dinally its settling down, although my emotions are still running amock. I want to be a graphic designer and to do that i need to go to college for a year to prepare a portfolio to get into uni. im excited. If you could swap lives with a person for a week, who would it be and why? I don't think i'd swap my life with a set person. I would maybe be a boy for a week. OR an animal. I'd quite like that
:P
1. My name is Melissa Flore Harmony Winning.
2. I was forced to lose my VL by my then best friend Gerrie.
3. I wish i'd come up with certain ideas first.
4. i worry in case everything i do really is for attention.
5. i'm pretty sure im bipolar.
6. i was a vegetarian for two years but quit because i realised that everything dies.
7. i get affected by others' opinions too much.
8. I appreciate all kinds of music and get annoyed when people ask me why.
9. i hate the terms Random, Emo and Bored.
10. i tend to judge people, especially over their religion or beliefs.
11. i used to want to run away for most of my childhood. What an idiot.
12. My father died when i was nine years old.
13. I have never been in love, yet ive been under infatuation big-time.
14. I can finally admit to people that I have a strong faith in love.
15. i'm half french and I spent ten years of my life in france.
16. i dislike most members on the french side of my family.
17. I get paranoid about everything, even about my best friend. It annoys me.
18. People have been thinking I'm a lesbian for years now. I'm used to it.
19. I hate myself of a year ago.
20. I get silly crushes at least three times a year
21. i wish to be desired.
22. if i got a million pounds tomorrow, i would spend most of it on my mum.
23. I have never had a boyfriend.
24. i forget guys have feelings.
25. i spend most of my days imagining what could happen instead of what did or will.
26. i used to watch 7 hours of telly a day.
27. i have strong contempt for girls who dont appreciate their bodies and instead give in to the image media presents.
28. i dont like the thought of mass religion and brainwashing.
29. i dont like to go swimming because i have scars on my thighs
30. over the past few months, i have matured more than i ever have in my life.
31. most of my friends didnt know what the clitoris was for until i came along.
32. hence therefore i was the only one to know how to masturbate ahahaha.
33. my gran died of lung cancer and yet i smoke on a casual basis.
34. my dad died in the shower and yet im at my happiest in a shower.
35. i take too many pictures, especially when drunk.
36. i have one best friend whom i love more than anything in the whole world.
37. i was the first whom my gay friend Stuart came out to.
38. i like to put myself in other peoples shoes (figuratively).
39. i dont dress normaly but ive calmed down. i now dress to make myself look good.
40. i used to feel an enormous amount of pressure to succeed from my mum.
41. i seem to be the center of attention amongst my friends and i recoil from that.
42. i like compliments because they make me feel better.
43. im very ticklish.
44. i like brushing my teeth and i used to do it in the shower but its a bit gross now.
45. i once locked the door to my house in case of robbers but ended up ot being able to open the door again. my dad had to climb some railings and i got slapped for it.
46. i am a LIGHTWEIGHT.
47. i dance like a 60's kid on a bad trip
48. im loud and i worry people will think im being obnoxious.
49. i wish i could bellydance.
50. i weigh too much but i fail to care these days.
51. i think eleven years of education isnt enough to decide what you want to do for the rest of your life.
52. i dont believe i recycling. i believe we should just die out like evolution wants us to and let the earth get better.
53. i act like a child at times
54. i act like a grown up sometimes.
55. im not big headed but i think im quite smart.
56. i got my tits groped five million times before i even got my first kiss.
57. i cuddle with others around me when i sleep.
58. i prefer guys with long hair
59. i tend to stare a lot. :)
60. i refuse to say lol at any time EVER.
61. i like to laugh. especially loudly and until tears come up to my eyes.
62. i steal all my underwear and my jewelerry.
63. i believe all boys smell of wood varnish and i love it.
64. im too realistic at times.
65. i secretly want a boyfriend.
66. i refuse to face up to the fact that i have a girl's mind. i dont, i have a guy's mind
67. i prefer the word cock to dick.
68. i prefer the word pussy or cunt to fanny.
69. i like kiwis and raspberries.
70. i get obsessed.
71. i wish i could paint better so my dreams would come out on canvas.
72. i dont even know if i want kids. but sometimes the thought amuses me.
73. i meet strangers and make up their entire personalities so theyre perfect for me.
74. i wish i could wear foundation to cover up my red cheeks but then ill get crap skin.
75. i dont like to label people i admire.
76. i like custard cream buscuits and digestives
77. my favourite juice is red grape or apple.
78. i get scared walking at night in case i get raped.
79. im sick in the head.
80. i know more about sex than most sexually active people.
81. my favourite book is Fight Club because i agree with most of it.
82. i believe in science.
83. i like phonecalls now a lot better than msn
84. i have a strong admiration for my school's depute head teacher
85. i like to read everything and anything.
86. i like learning too much
87. i like romcoms now.
88. i wish hollywood wouldnt produce so many happy endings though. a cliffhanger is always good
89. i want to go to america and eat pancakes in a real diner.
90. i sometimes get jealous of friends of mine who have fathers.
91. ive moved 7 times
92. ive attended 6 schools.
93. im worried in case ill lose contact with my current friends like i have with my old ones.
94. i take too many pictures of myself.
95. sometimes i think im pretty enough to have a boyfriend.
96. i think id be good at acting
97. i worry about my singing voice more than anything else.
98. my mother wants me to get hooked up more than me.
99. i can never get the right lyrics to songs, so i sing the wrong ones to the tune.
100. i really do fail to care what others think of me.
.
Age: 16 Gender: Female Location: West of Scotland, Argyll. Relationship Status: Singular Sexual Orientation: "in denial". i'm straight really. Occupation:student. Children: none available yet Pets: theres that cat of my neighbourswho always asks me to stroke it. Siblings: A Brother Interests: art, music, drama, english, books, movies, intellect, learning, friends, alcohol, cigarettes, the opposite sex, fashion, writing, diaries, psychology, dreams, shopping, eating. List 3 words to describe yourself: 1. lovely 2. bitter. 3. mad. List 3 interesting/random things about you: 1. i once went to hospital for ten days. 2. i hate movies lasting over two hours. 3. most of my clothes are second hand. List 3 things you look for in a friend: 1. amusing anecdotes 2. good listener. 3. being able to cope with my moods. 5 Favourite Bands/Artist/s: 1. ABBA 2. The Beatles 3. The Killers 4. The Commitments 5. Flight of the Conchords 5 Favourite Movies: 1. The Commitments 2. Groundhog Day 3. Fight Club 4. Little Miss Sunshine 5. Eagle vs Shark. 5 Favourite TV Shows: 1. Gilmore Girls 2. My Name Is Earl 3. Scrubs 4. Flight of the Conchords 5. Never Mind the Buzzcocks 5 Favourite Books: 1. Fight Club (or anything else by Chuck Palahniuk) 2. Mathilda 3. The HitchHiker's Guide To The Galaxy 4. The Lovely Bones. 5. The Time Traveller's Wife. Why do you think people would enjoy reading and commenting on your posts? because i may or may not have psychological problems so every post is different. I include pictures but not so much as to become annoying. Tell us about your life and what you want to do with it: I am living with my mother and brother in Scotland. I have lived here for five years now. I was born in France and I spent ten years there. I've had a fruitful life and dinally its settling down, although my emotions are still running amock. I want to be a graphic designer and to do that i need to go to college for a year to prepare a portfolio to get into uni. im excited. If you could swap lives with a person for a week, who would it be and why? I don't think i'd swap my life with a set person. I would maybe be a boy for a week. OR an animal. I'd quite like that