so, today was kind of better, but I flipped out after school because of stressful situations involving both sports but I'm not gonna ramble about that here. i'm really behind in some school work, hopefully over the weekend i'll catch up on that.

i want this weekend to be good. enough of my negative energyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

I feel like killing someone. I'm so stressed out over stupid things. Like how I can't play volleyball anymore. I'm so bad now. So bad so bad so bad I can't do anything except block sometimes and i can tip and that's it. i can't hit, i can't serve, i can't serve-receive, i can't play defense, and i can't roll-shot either, did i miss anything ( Read more... )

yesterday like an hour after me and tim upated my journal, i started to get a headache. Then my throat had been bothering me all day, and ugh the drive home was like the worst ever because of that. I felt so sick and nauseous and headachey and uncomfortable, and there was mad traffic in the beginning. We left delaware at 4:30, then at like 6 we ( Read more... )

so. i'm updating from the library of the university of delaware with tim. he cam't stop laughing because he is an idiot. we feel like tourists. we have an appointment for a tour thingy at 1:30 and we've been walking around trying to blend in as much as possible, but our attempts still haven't helped our consciences. we know we do not belong ( Read more... )

So far this weekend has been awesome despite my lack of a good night's sleep. lots of things have been successful and there have only been two instances where i wasn't exactly thrilled let's say. lots of fun adventures have occured though. i liked albany, the visit today kind of made me feel like i want to go there ( Read more... )

my entry last night was so bad and poorly written i went to the beach with a bunch of people and it was really fun, i spent like 90% of the time laughing. Today school wasn't so bad. I'm so glad tomorrow is friday. I have a game today and tomorrow, but I'm missing our scrimage on saturday to go visit albany with michelle and tim. Monday tim ( Read more... )

tonight was really fun, south park was alright but i was really tired. i'm so excited i'm sleeping with my windows open. last night i slept with the fan on. well actually last night i didn't sleep. since i spent so much time sleeping yesterday, i barely slept last night so i went in late today. practice wasn't that bad, but it was hot and ( Read more... )

( if you're a boy or you get grossed out easily then you probably don't want to read this )

i'm in a weird mood. i'm not really feeling good or bad i'm just kind of......... i don't know. blah!

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whatever i don't feel like trying to explain myself. sorry

soooooo friday night I went to see Mame, the school musical, and I actually thought it was really good. That was really all I did friday, me and chris had a good time there but we were both tired after so we just went home. Yesterday was pretty fun, the drive out to suffolk was ridiculous, i went so fast and we were shaking in the wind and then i ( Read more... )