oh no
my eyes are bloodshot,
my face is swollen,
my nose is red,
and my sleeves are wet.
i'm exhausted,
i want drugs,
i need to drink,
i'm going downhill.
but, i don't want to go back,
the way things were scared me.
i'm scared that i'll do it,
i'm scared it'll happen all over again.
theres too much to handle,
i don't know what to do anymore,
i can't handle this,
i dno't want to face it.
we don't deserve this,
things had been going so well.
i need somebody here,
i need to be picked up again,
i can't give up,
but i'm about to..
i'm fucking stressed and don't have the energy to deal.
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this can't be happening. i really thought it was good to go... but it decided to come back and smack us all across the face.
this morning i knew something would go wrong, standing in the kitchen holding onto youre mom like that and crying together at 8am is never a good sign for the rest of the day.
i'm scared.
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Can you name 14 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 14 people...This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first...No Cheating!!!
1. IDO
2. SARAH
3. TOM
4. ADI
5. YONI (ISRAELI)
6. YONI (CANADIAN)
7. ALEXA
8. AVIEL
9. SEAN
10. MEL
11. ORI
12. JOSEE
13. BEN
14. DOHDOH
How did you meet 10?
(MEL) AT A MAXVILLE SHOW OR SOMETHING, LIKE 2+ SUMMERS AGO
What would you do if you had never met 1?
(IDO)MY LIFE WOULDN'T BE COMPLETE, HE'S THE ONE PERSON WHO HOLDS ME TOGETHER THE LAST FEW MONTHS
What would you do if 6 and 1 dated?
(YONI CDN. AND IDO) NEITHER OF THEM ARE INTO GUYS.. AAAND NO. IDO'S MINE.
Have you ever seen 4 cry?
(ADI) MANY TIMES
Would 11 and 2 make a good couple?
(ORI AND SARAH) WELL, HE'S TOO YOUNG FOR HER, LIVES IN ISRAEL, AND NO. THEY PROBS WOULDN'T GET ALONG
Is 13 colored?
(BEN) NO, HE WISHES HE WERE GANGSTAH THOUGH
Do you think 5 is cute?
(YONI ISRAELI) CUTE, ORRR HOT? HOT.
Tell me something about number 1:
(IDO) MOST AMAZING PERSON EVER, I LOVE HIM.
How do you know 8?
(AVIEL) THROUGH IDO
What's 7's favorite color?
(ALEXA) ORANGE
What would you do if 10 just confessed that they liked you?
(MEL) OH BABY!
Fact about 9:
(SEAN), AMAZING PERSON, AMAZING BROTHER <3, I TRUST HIM - AND THATS A BIG THING COMING FROM ME
Who is 4 going out with?
(ADI) NOONE
what does 1 do for a living?
(IDO) HE'S MY LOVER.. HE JUST FINISHED HIGH SCHOOL, AND IN A FEW MONTHS WILL BE IN THE ARMY FOR THE NAVY FOR 2 YRS AND 8 MOS
Would you ever live with 1?
(IDO) OF COURSE! WE'RE GETTING MARRIED.. PLUS I PRACTICALLY LIVE AT HIS HOUSE WHENEVER I'M IN ISRAEL
Is 2 single?
(SARAH) YEA MAN
Where does 7 live?
(ALEXA) GREENBANK
What do you think about 2?
(SARAH) SISTAH FROM ANOTHER MISTAH! I LOVE HER, SHE'S AMAZING, AND I MISS HER LIKE HELL
Whats the worst and best thing about 5?
(YONI ISRAEL) WORST- HE LIVES IN ISRAEL, BEST- HE'S GOT AN AMAZING PERSONALITY AND WE SPEAK ALMOST EVERYDAY AND NEVER HAVE ANYTHING TO RUN OUT OF TO TALK ABOUT... AND HE'S COMING TO OTTAWA IN AUGUST FOR A FEW WEEKS!
Who is 11 going out with?
(ORI) NOBODY
What do you like about number 3?
(TOM) BROTHER! I LOVE HIM.
What is 12's phone number?
(JOSEE) I FORGET.. SOMETHING WITH THE QUEBEC CITY AREA CODE...
Do you think 14 is attractive?
(DOHDOH) HE IS QUITE THE CUTIE!
I have a huge bump on the back of my head from hitting my head on the ledge of the blackboard :(
Ido got into the navy, and now he's working on getting into the unit in the navy he wants.. :D when he told me that, i think it was the first time i smiled since i heard the news today.
my face is swollen,
my nose is red,
and my sleeves are wet.
i'm exhausted,
i want drugs,
i need to drink,
i'm going downhill.
but, i don't want to go back,
the way things were scared me.
i'm scared that i'll do it,
i'm scared it'll happen all over again.
theres too much to handle,
i don't know what to do anymore,
i can't handle this,
i dno't want to face it.
we don't deserve this,
things had been going so well.
i need somebody here,
i need to be picked up again,
i can't give up,
but i'm about to..
i'm fucking stressed and don't have the energy to deal.
-----
this can't be happening. i really thought it was good to go... but it decided to come back and smack us all across the face.
this morning i knew something would go wrong, standing in the kitchen holding onto youre mom like that and crying together at 8am is never a good sign for the rest of the day.
i'm scared.
-----
Can you name 14 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 14 people...This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first...No Cheating!!!
1. IDO
2. SARAH
3. TOM
4. ADI
5. YONI (ISRAELI)
6. YONI (CANADIAN)
7. ALEXA
8. AVIEL
9. SEAN
10. MEL
11. ORI
12. JOSEE
13. BEN
14. DOHDOH
How did you meet 10?
(MEL) AT A MAXVILLE SHOW OR SOMETHING, LIKE 2+ SUMMERS AGO
What would you do if you had never met 1?
(IDO)MY LIFE WOULDN'T BE COMPLETE, HE'S THE ONE PERSON WHO HOLDS ME TOGETHER THE LAST FEW MONTHS
What would you do if 6 and 1 dated?
(YONI CDN. AND IDO) NEITHER OF THEM ARE INTO GUYS.. AAAND NO. IDO'S MINE.
Have you ever seen 4 cry?
(ADI) MANY TIMES
Would 11 and 2 make a good couple?
(ORI AND SARAH) WELL, HE'S TOO YOUNG FOR HER, LIVES IN ISRAEL, AND NO. THEY PROBS WOULDN'T GET ALONG
Is 13 colored?
(BEN) NO, HE WISHES HE WERE GANGSTAH THOUGH
Do you think 5 is cute?
(YONI ISRAELI) CUTE, ORRR HOT? HOT.
Tell me something about number 1:
(IDO) MOST AMAZING PERSON EVER, I LOVE HIM.
How do you know 8?
(AVIEL) THROUGH IDO
What's 7's favorite color?
(ALEXA) ORANGE
What would you do if 10 just confessed that they liked you?
(MEL) OH BABY!
Fact about 9:
(SEAN), AMAZING PERSON, AMAZING BROTHER <3, I TRUST HIM - AND THATS A BIG THING COMING FROM ME
Who is 4 going out with?
(ADI) NOONE
what does 1 do for a living?
(IDO) HE'S MY LOVER.. HE JUST FINISHED HIGH SCHOOL, AND IN A FEW MONTHS WILL BE IN THE ARMY FOR THE NAVY FOR 2 YRS AND 8 MOS
Would you ever live with 1?
(IDO) OF COURSE! WE'RE GETTING MARRIED.. PLUS I PRACTICALLY LIVE AT HIS HOUSE WHENEVER I'M IN ISRAEL
Is 2 single?
(SARAH) YEA MAN
Where does 7 live?
(ALEXA) GREENBANK
What do you think about 2?
(SARAH) SISTAH FROM ANOTHER MISTAH! I LOVE HER, SHE'S AMAZING, AND I MISS HER LIKE HELL
Whats the worst and best thing about 5?
(YONI ISRAEL) WORST- HE LIVES IN ISRAEL, BEST- HE'S GOT AN AMAZING PERSONALITY AND WE SPEAK ALMOST EVERYDAY AND NEVER HAVE ANYTHING TO RUN OUT OF TO TALK ABOUT... AND HE'S COMING TO OTTAWA IN AUGUST FOR A FEW WEEKS!
Who is 11 going out with?
(ORI) NOBODY
What do you like about number 3?
(TOM) BROTHER! I LOVE HIM.
What is 12's phone number?
(JOSEE) I FORGET.. SOMETHING WITH THE QUEBEC CITY AREA CODE...
Do you think 14 is attractive?
(DOHDOH) HE IS QUITE THE CUTIE!
I have a huge bump on the back of my head from hitting my head on the ledge of the blackboard :(
Ido got into the navy, and now he's working on getting into the unit in the navy he wants.. :D when he told me that, i think it was the first time i smiled since i heard the news today.