i wana look like a weirdo and ward people off ( Read more... )

eh ya. prom was last night...boring. i was paranoid and thinking too much like i knew i would and there wasn't anything to really do. and i just got all sad after i had to leave... not gona remember that. went to tom's after and then took kt and jenna home. i hate humans :(... i suppose i'll go... if you want me i have to babysit tonight. joy.

y do i trust anyone...? remind me...humans arent trust worthy. promises = nothing

feel like complete shit...idk. i don't care anymore. why bother explaining it? or doing anything really? you cared enough you'd stop it right? well i'll be going now, bye.

i just realized something. if i say something it's taken a completely different way than if anyone else were to say it. even if it is the same exact thing and meaning...

sometimes we forget who we are...and by doing that, we lose track of just where we want to be.'

...i remember what that was now. i'll wait.

yep...every time i hear this song now it reminds me how no one cares

... I can't believe that I used to think that Corey was the one bc I could clearly do better, and I obviously have. I'm so glad we broke up bc I probably would've ended up extremely depressed by now. Jeez, I was such an idiot. I would never even think about looking back or going back to him, I would rather be dead than with him again. And He has ( Read more... )

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It's christmas eve and i've only wrapped two fuckin' presents ( Read more... )