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Some nights i just want to drive onto the wrong side of the highway with my eyes closed. The thought of waking up to one more day of this (whatever that may be) is just too dreadful, and despite the laughs and the stupid jokes that buffer me, i need to roar and cry to the dark expanse of night. I just want to scream and scream until everything has ( Read more... )

So i go up to the loft of my barn about 4 am yesterday mornin, to find it in total disaray; my belongings thrown about the room, and my valuable items missing completely. For those of you who know me well have most likely been in the loft numerous times to chill, watch movies, play video games, or just smoke down. It's my own fortress of solitude, ( Read more... )

Some days i figure it's safer to just assume that i'm being followed, and drive evasively, than risk them finding where i live.

I never threw away my life...it simply left without consulting me.

As i sat on the porcelain throne this morning, pondering the evils of consuming too much cheese before bed, a giant spider breached the perimeter defenses of my house (the window) and calmly scuttered along the wall, plotting my doom. Like a ferocious warrior, i lept forth to battle with a viciouse cry to shake the heavens (Eeeek!). Far too late, i ( Read more... )

keep the drinks comming and i'll be your whore all night

Life isnt full of joy and wonder like I thought when I was young. There arent happy endings if you care for something enough, and the strength of your convictions will will only bring you pain. Everything you've worked for can fall like a house of cards in one instant. "What doesn't kill you can only make you stronger". What a bunch of bullshit. ( Read more... )

Last day of school. Tomorrow I move out and get sucked back into Flint town. This blows.

My court proceedings ended last thursday, and I got off with an Advisory, meaning in 90 days my record is spanking clean again.

My roommate Steve and my buddy Matt who was staying with me got arrested wed night when they tried to drunkenly drive to Burger King ( Read more... )

It's so goddamn nice out. Get off your ass and do something.