I was talking to brian forfa one evening, about how I liked this girl so much that I feel inadequate around her. he said something really interesting about when you "realize your own misery" that seemed to really cut to the chase, and captivate my thoughts (Søren Kierkegaard?). I guess if I had to describe my mood right now it would be something ( Read more... )

this is great

http://www.areasofmyexpertise.com/hoboes.html

makes me laugh and smile from the inside

ever like someone so much that you feel like an idiot whenver you are near them? like half a man (or woman), by no fault of theirs, just by virtue of their excellence in your eyes ( Read more... )

mmmm... I just finished Siddhartha by Hermane Hesse (a mere 80 pages) and had one of thoes moments... I will call it a "brain massage", you probably know the feeling. i had a similar feeling yesterday durning my exciting friday night activity of lying in bed and staring at the ceiling for an hour, just decompressing after a long chore. and ( Read more... )

hmm... I guess I feel like I am escaping from cynicism, which is a terrible box to be trapped in. today felt like such a fresh day in this way. I also realized that being a musician does not have to be my identity, another sort of liberating idea. I guess the idea is to think of people as people. anyway I'm going to get a haircut and think of ( Read more... )

i ate two cookies

"Even as the cell is the unit of the organic body, so the family is the unit of society"

"Don't just spend time. Invest it."

I'd say the first is more of the interesting, as I think spending time is a great thing to do with time. I'm taking a look at myself these days, and I think family life is a good litmus pointer

if I were a better man ( Read more... )

row row row your boat
gently down the stream
merrily merrily merrily merrily
life is but a dreamfrustration is sex ( Read more... )

daigaku, dan wiley, gloribox
7:00? the sound, tomorrow (friday)

i'll say it again, advertising makes me sick. I was checking my email and there's a big Wendy's sign. verbatim, it said, next to a picture of a frosty, "DO a frosty. (tm) DO what tastes right. (tm ( Read more... )