I've forgiven him...we had a talk. I finally let him explain everything to me. I needed to know the truth of everything to be able to forgive him yet everytime he tried I would start yelling at him to stop talking..cause I was afraid of what I'd hear.
But now I understand and I can honestly say I've forgiven him.

So. I should be happy and on the road ( Read more... )

I'm going to the ER tonight.

I cant stand the fucking nausea its to fucking much..I cant wait till the first of november to see a doctor I need to see one now...even if it means hours in a waiting room...

Whats wrong with me?

I just want to be happy..and I want to do everything I can right now to maintain this feeling...but I still have this feeling that it wont last..because it never does ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:Very HighSchizoid Disorder:ModerateSchizotypal Disorder:ModerateAntisocial Disorder:HighBorderline Disorder:Very HighHistrionic Disorder:Very HighNarcissistic Disorder:ModerateAvoidant Disorder:Very HighDependent Disorder:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:High
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It says to take it as you would be now and then how you want to be in five years:
So heres now:

Greed:Medium

Gluttony:Medium

Wrath:High

Sloth:Very High

Envy:Medium

Lust:High

Pride:Medium

The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

and heres 5 years : o.0

Greed:Very High

Gluttony:Very High

Wrath:Very High

Sloth:Medium

Envy:High

Lust: ( Read more... )

*Bouncy ( Read more... )

I didnt get put in juvey^^ I got house arrest and my court date was moved to the 31st to allow me time to get some community service done ( Read more... )

The stress level goes up as time passes...Its less the an hour before I go to catch the bus to go to court..I'm tired as I havent slept since yesterday..and I'm begginging to start getting ideas in my head about running or just staying home and letting them put out a warrent and come get me...but I wont do that..I'm going to court today so no ( Read more... )

I have court tommorow for a probation violation for not doing my community serivce ( Read more... )

My sister is moving to my dads this weekend...she's staying there this week and getting her stuff on saturday..she took Puddles today, I helped get her in the carrier and got a pretty deep scratch on my chest from her. It hasnt really hit me that Puddles is gone. My sister is always gone so it doesnt bother me really but puddles was always at my ( Read more... )