why does the surprise fire drill have to come while i'm in the shower??

definitely did not get enough work done today... not sure what mood i'm in either... it changes at the moment

at times life seems so good, and often not so at others.

so the 72+ hours of yom tov / shabbos are over, leaving me both rested and exhausted, but ultimately with an incredible amount of work. Well, maybe that isn't quite true... the work is not all due immediately, but the problem is, all of my nights this week are booked with events - dancing, shiur, BJEP meetings, then Yom Kippur. I'm hoping that i ( Read more... )

Rosh Hashana etc... 2 days of yom tov followed by a shabbos... this is going to be a long weekend... :P

utterly exhausted... went to sleep sometime after 1:30, got up 7:18 for minyan... yesterday was a pain. I got upset at a friend and left to go to the Beis, where I ended up studying with Brian for a while - even if i had no clue what was going on, i'm not up for high level gamarah - and doing a little bit of Maseket Sanhedrin perek rishon on my ( Read more... )

this past shabbos was absolutely awesome! Maybe its because I actually went to many of the Shiurim and such... but now its back to work, which already looks daunting - the intro to Talmud class scares me, and the work load for that alone could easily take several hours a day. Then there's the history of Israel class which i have not even had yet, ( Read more... )

Back at School!!!

so i go back to school in a little over a week. Vacation has been fun, but I really haven't been doing much since camp ended. I saw a few of my friends from home, but for the most part I haven't had a chance to talk or spend much time with them... They've all gone into hiding perhaps. I surprised that most of them are not online, but then again ( Read more... )

day off from camp - exhausted... and thoughtful. The question of the moment is why I am searching for answers at all. It seems that it is all to be content and to satisfy the self, which makes any attempt to adopt an external system seem irrelavent... sigh, i should probably just go to bed now, have to get up early in the morning.