you aren't repulsing at all you are the opposite of repulsing if anything you are wonderful, kaworu. truly wonderful. i have never been on a date so i do not know if this is common practice i am hoping she was simply sent home but rest assured, you are amazing and anyone who is lucky enough to go on a date with you should be grateful.
[ --but that N doesn't think so? even putting aside all of the maybes for why he thinks that as opposed to the opposite, all of the likelihoods and each little doubt in his mind...it's odd-feeling; foreign outside of a few simple words from Shinji in the past.
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[ it takes him a moment to respond, though he's already written the message. doubling over, almost, Kaworu rests his forehead on the cool, smooth surface of his dining-room table, eyes closed. he doesn't even bother to open his eyes before sending the reply: ]
[ disappointment...hah, N was better at this than he might believe. that disappointment isn't even at the back of his head, right now; wholly distracted by the tumultuous feeling of an inkling of acceptance (even if the rest of him believes it's based in his own lying by omission) from another.
when he receives a reply, Kaworu finally opens his eyes after a moment, bringing his knees up to his chest with the device close to his face. perhaps he isn't thinking about Nagi anymore, but there is certainly something he could use to `cheer up` about. ]
I will try my best to, N. I feel much better already due to your words. Ah, I was wondering about what you said, however. You have not been on a date, either?
[ -- well, N asking him on a date (or at least presenting the idea) wasn't what he'd expected to gain in the least, but Kaworu can't help but feel a sliver of a smile spring to his lips upon reading the message. ]
I see. I guess we are not very different, in that aspect. I might not be efficient at it either. In fact, I wouldn't be surprise if I'm not very good at all...but I wouldn't mind that in the least, N.
It sounds amusing. I wonder, is it a human method to go about it like this? If we are both inexperienced, I am certain it is allowed. I will be forthright, then.
N, would you like to partake in one of these `dates` with me?
why yes kaworu i am quite taken by your charming ways and would thus delight in taking part in a `date` with you. i will have to research what exactly we are to do but what day would be most convenient for this date of ours?
i will have to research, as well but i think it will pay off, as i'd like to get to know you better, N i'm afraid i do not know of a time i am free as of this moment... maybe it was rude to ask when i didn't but i wanted to know.
would you mind contacting me when you are done with your research? i am sure i will be ready, then.
[ not like anything could go wrong in that time right n___n right... ]
i would also like to get to know you better i imagine it would be difficult to love someone you didn't know very well it truly is fine however please don't concern yourself with the details i'm happy you asked.
i would be more than happy to. i'm very excited and no matter what happens i'm sure this will be an interesting experience for the both of us.
[this is so fucking awful im going to vomit AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OH GOOOOOOOOOOOD.]
how terrible.
is she alright?
i cannot think of any reason why anyone would not want to go on a date with you.
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It is baffling to me. Does this happen often, N? Am I very unpleasing?
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you are the opposite of repulsing if anything
you are wonderful, kaworu.
truly wonderful.
i have never been on a date so i do not know if this is common practice
i am hoping she was simply sent home
but rest assured, you are amazing and anyone who is lucky enough to go on a date with you should be grateful.
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...it's nice. ]
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thank you, n
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you're welcome ヾ(＾。＾*)
i don't want you to doubt yourself
especially over what is most likely a matter that cannot be helped
so do cheer up
alright?
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when he receives a reply, Kaworu finally opens his eyes after a moment, bringing his knees up to his chest with the device close to his face. perhaps he isn't thinking about Nagi anymore, but there is certainly something he could use to `cheer up` about. ]
I will try my best to, N. I feel much better already due to your words.
Ah, I was wondering about what you said, however. You have not been on a date, either?
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no
i have not.
i don't suppose you would like to go on one together?
though i will admit
i may not be very good at whatever dates entail.
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I see. I guess we are not very different, in that aspect.
I might not be efficient at it either.
In fact, I wouldn't be surprise if I'm not very good at all...but I wouldn't mind that in the least, N.
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i think a date would be a fun experience.
there are few others i would enjoy learning such a thing with than you.
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I wonder, is it a human method to go about it like this?
If we are both inexperienced, I am certain it is allowed. I will be forthright, then.
N, would you like to partake in one of these `dates` with me?
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i am quite taken by your charming ways
and would thus delight in taking part in a `date` with you.
i will have to research what exactly we are to do
but what day would be most convenient for this date of ours?
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but i think it will pay off, as i'd like to get to know you better, N
i'm afraid i do not know of a time i am free as of this moment...
maybe it was rude to ask when i didn't but i
wanted to know.
would you mind contacting me when you are done with your research?
i am sure i will be ready, then.
[ not like anything could go wrong in that time right n___n right... ]
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i imagine it would be difficult to love someone you didn't know very well
it truly is fine however
please don't concern yourself with the details
i'm happy you asked.
i would be more than happy to.
i'm very excited and no matter what happens
i'm sure this will be an interesting experience for the both of us.
[this is so fucking awful im going to vomit AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OH GOOOOOOOOOOOD.]
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