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How many people "worshiped" for the first time here in Zodion or have had to worship with someone new when they had someone they... liked back home?
How did you cope afterwards?
[this is miyaji's roundabout way of asking if people lost their vcard in z or were forced into cheating and how they felt about it ( Read more... )
How many people "worshiped" for the first time here in Zodion or have had to worship with someone new when they had someone they... liked back home?
How did you cope afterwards?
[this is miyaji's roundabout way of asking if people lost their vcard in z or were forced into cheating and how they felt about it ( Read more... )
Just keep in mind that your special person would want you to survive here. I'm sure if they knew the circumstances, they would understand.
[it's strange to him since he's still confused about how he feels and the person he ended up worshipping with, gunji, ended up becoming that special person he felt for. he's gone now, sadly, so N wagers he's just going to do do what he does best-- escape. try to push gunji and touya out of mind, seek similar warmth elsewhere. N is a special case, he knows it, but he's too proud and scared to admit that he doesn't know the first thing about how to cope.]
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Distracted...?
But what about the other person? Do you make sure they understand it's meaningless? Even if they're in the same situation, it's still your first...
[that even hurts him to type because sex isn't and shouldn't be meaningless. this will be his first time and having to either trust someone in such a short amount of time or to let it just happen with a stranger is daunting]
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As for the other person, it's just as you say. We're all in this situation together, aren't we? So your partner have no problem understanding that much. It helps if it's with someone you've befriended who shares similar ideals regarding worship.
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A job...?
[it's not as if he has any marketable skills but that doesn't sound like such a bad idea]
Is that what you did? Was your first time with someone who shared your ideals?
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[thinking about gunji still hurts, but he manages a slow reply anyway, pecking at the keys gently as he becomes lost in his thoughts.]
Not really, but I didn't come to this place with a solid opinion or impression on sex. He treated it as something to be done for fun. We were close though, and cared about each other a lot, so that made it fun in its own way when it came to the act. Caring about each other helped us, I think.
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You cared about each other? How do you become close to someone in such a short amount of time...?
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It's complicated. We both came here alone and he taught me a lot. The Twelve forced us together early on in our relationship, but I don't regret it. It helped bring us closer in a way. I wasn't afraid to hide anything from him after that.
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[can you tell he hasn't been exploring. in any case the other part catches attention mainly because he can only imagine feeling more uncomfortable with a person after worship...]
Doesn't that mean you became lovers...?
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No. Not really. As I said, it's complicated, and he left abruptly so we never got the chance to talk about any of this. I don't think our feelings for each other were necessarily romantic.
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So then, you were content with the fact that despite worshiping, you remained platonic friends?
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