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[ Izaya, after familiarizing himself with the communication device and observing the surrounding area briefly, heads to the residence provided to him by way of the map. it's amusing, if anything, the things pouring in -- introductions and confusion -- those things are expected. as for himself, there was nothing that couldn't be established through

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You sound very sure about this for something that is just "your opinion." I, for one, believe in fate, even if that means I am somewhat in control of what that fate entails.

[he's not as sure a he sounds, in all honesty. there are some things that are inevitable, he believes in that truth without hesitation, but if oe believes in their ideals enough, surely it would be possible to defy their destiny?

this is too deep for his liking.]

As for my future plans, I do not know. I would like to know more about our captors before deciding anything right now.

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Shouldn't everyone be sure in their own opinions? Holding onto something that's fickle isn't worth your time. That way, it's less of an opinion than it is a factor of your circumstances.

If you believe in fate, you must believe you were fated to come here on some level, correct? Be it of your own actions or otherwise. That said, regardless of "our captors," I must wonder if a person so set in their own fate would bow to the demands of others' for his own well being? While the specifics have not been made clear, we've been told to worship. That certainly resonates differently with different people.

But whoever those captors seem to be, gods or otherwise, which part do you deem your fate and which your own, controlled actions?

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[freed]

There are some opinions with a more absolute backing than others, such as those regarding personal beliefs and ideals. Is it not to one's benefit to be open-minded about such things?

I, personally, believe I was meant to arrive here, yes. I have learned that I cannot speak for anyone but myself, however, especially in situations where one's beliefs are on the line. It would also be impossible to assume what actions most others would take without knowing any facts. Without knowing what worship entails, I cannot predict my willingness to resist such a thing. That being said, I do not take kindly to what they have done by apprehending all of us, so I doubt I'll yield to their demands so easily.

As for what constitutes as inevitable and what is the design of my own free will; it is far too early to tell.

[N is so clear and direct and concise and full of answers.]

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Being open-minded doesn't mean you can't be consistent. Even if it may benefit you, such grounded beliefs are the least likely to be budged.

It's understandable that you'd harbor some resistance if you take personal blame against them for something you were meant to do. But just like the idea of fate, that's something that passes off your own responsibility onto another. If you were meant to arrive here, then would you not have done so whether you were apprehended or not?

When will you be able to make such a determination between inevitability and choice, when such things are decided upon by your own opinion?

[ it's most appreciated, really. nobody seemed to like to answer these sorts of questions too directly. ]

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[freed]

One should be consistent enough to tell the truth, and to certainly believe in that truth. However, I have found that clinging too tightly to certain ideals may not always be to one's benefit. Accepting and considering other ideas is something I believe everyone should do.

[a little contradictory, to hold fast to an ideal stating that everyone should be flexible in their ideals, but N is still working too many kinks out of this new concept called freedom of thought.

speaking of kinks, ouch. that sort of hits a nerve, a raw nerve he didn't want to face quite yet. N almost forgets he's on camera, expression darkening in thought. it's not like this shady voice was lying though; it was passing off responsibility and giving in to old rotten habits that could have potentially ruined the lives of countless people and pokémon. it's still hard for him to see in grey; closing his eyes to his own wreckage doesn't make it any easier.]Perhaps so. There are still many things about the world I do not understand. If these Twelve were truly

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[ freedom of thought. well, such a thing did not only encourage open-mindedness; it gave the freedom to be as stubborn, heels dug as far into the dirt as they would go, as one would make themselves. none of it has been a lie towards his true feelings, but the fact of the matter was that Izaya didn't care, not one ounce, what anyone else thought. they were certainly entitled to their opinions but in the end, he would always think them second best to his own. that said, he didn't care to argue about whether fate existed, whether their stay was inevitable or otherwise, because he would always be too blinded in his own opinions' worth to take notice of others on a standpoint other than 'if this person believes x, then they must be a y kind of person

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[freed]

[N wouldn't know one way or the other, can't really comprehend the power of experience at this point. he's still so young and really, has more to learn than he'd care to admit to a stranger. but still, beliefs are beliefs whether they come from the ignorant or the worldly and N always holds his with absolution.

he lets the question sink in, quiet save for a thoughtful noise. old feelings are starting to rise up, but he tries to remind himself that the world is not black and white.]

All I can think to do would be to remain strong and continue to hope that someday, escape will be possible.

[he's lost a battle of wills before, knows the sinking feeling that comes with it. however, surfacing from the defeat-- it's starting to look like a valuable experience.]

Hope is rather useless in dire situations where action is necessary, but if it will strengthen one's fortitude and give one the will to continue fighting, I would say it is something worth holding onto.

[again, childish, irresponsible-- but it's all he knows.]

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[ experience was subjective, like most things. who didn't have more to learn, and much of it? naivete was one thing but knowledge was only so attainable. ]

How positive of you. Surely, you have the charisma to describe such a situation, but I wonder if your feelings would be the same if the time actually came. There's no way to tell, of course. Something else I don't believe in is impossibility. I suppose that in itself is a type of hope, a certainty that there's no such thing as impossible- in this example, finding an exit. The mindset of those who believes themselves to be powerless is binding

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[freed]

[he fancies that perhaps he has gotten a bit older, or maybe it's simply the repercussions of losing a battle of wills and ideals (a battle he admits he was doomed to lose from the start). when it comes to his fortitude, he's usually much more aggressive in protecting them, but this time he merely offers a smile.

what would it take indeed.

not much, he knows from experience (just a six-on-six pokémon battle) and the bitter tang of defeat is a flavor that will ever leave him, but this is a different situation. what is his purpose? what direction does he have to go in? what if he's forced to confront the demons he's willfully turned away from? if he can't even handle looking his ow father in the eye the what are the chances of him surviving i a world where he has a semblance of control over his own life for once? yes, the conditions were unseen so far but as of now, he knows he's endured harsher.]A very good question. I myself am no longer a hero, so perhaps it is experience after all. Regardless, I know the strength of my ow will and

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Do you imply that you used to be a hero? What, if it is something you'd be willing to divulge, changed that?

As for myself, currently I'm not certain, but I would think it ignorant to say it was impossible. Difficult, surely, but it's of no importance to me. For the time being at least, escape is hardly a prospect. I'd like to stay until all possibilities are thoroughly investigated. That my arrival here was granted in the first place, while not something I can outright consider a blessing or worthy of my thanks, is an opportunity nevertheless and I want to be certain I've explored it before moving on.

That said, if I don't take to the circumstances I discover, I imagine a route of escape will have to be sought out. Or perhaps rather than escape, a method by which to make my stay here more comfortable. But that's all hypothetical.

[ his prediction is hardly the expectation to be displeased with what opportunity awaits. while there are reasons worthy of returning home, if given the choice to stay here for some time under the premise

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[freed]

[N likes his secrets so he offers little more than a cool smile and a shrug.]

Even if I was comfortable with it, it's all very confusing. It would be pointless to share such a convoluted story with a stranger.

[spoken like a politician or a sage. this voice sort of reminds him of ghetsis in a way. he can't help but feel a little, well, bad for making such a correlation but he's vowed to change, right? he'll give this human a chance.]

It is all very hypothetical, but I do not think it is a bad approach to take. Foresight is good, but there are some bridges cannot cross until one arrives, eh? I must admit, even if the circumstances are dire, meeting all of these people has been quite beneficial to me. People and their many points of views can be fascinating, don't you think?

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[ ah, well, no big deal. it was worth a shot. ]

>Oh, yes, I agree. I like people a lot. The more you meet, the more points of view and types of person to observe, and perhaps eventually, understand. A lot of people are the same-- nobody's exactly the same, of course, but most people are similar deep down in their core. The best thing about humans is that no matter how similar they all are, there's always the chance that there will be someone who does something you wouldn't, couldn't feasibly expect. The chance that such a break of expectations exists, is what makes further observation so stimulating.

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[freed]

[he seems to be quite the people-enthusiast. N aspires to be as knowledgeable and loving of humans as this person is one day n__n

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I agree. Though my interactions and experiences with them have been limited, from what I have seen so far, it is exactly as you say; there are many core similarities between them I find, but the differences are always there. I cannot help but wonder if this idea is the same for all humans no matter what world they originate from, or if exceptions this idea exist somewhere?

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[ oh, u. if only it were possible to reach such a tier of obsession. ]

Who knows. It seems like the people here come from many different places, even different worlds if you can believe it. In fact, you and I might even be from completely different worlds. If there are exceptions, perhaps we'll find out in this sort of environment. I'm interested myself-- in all the twists and turns that may exist.

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[freed]

I believe such a thing very easily.

[and not because gullible.]

As far as I know, I am the only one from my world. I must say, so far the people here have shown themselves to be completely different from what little I am familiar with, so I have already learned a lot from the other humans here. There is still so much to learn from everyone though-- I'm sure the two of us will be busy.