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[It has been a week and a half since Kazehaya disappeared from Zodion, leaving no note behind or anything that would reassure Sawako that he would return. On the day that she had found out of his disappearance, she attempted to look for him all around the earth district and even try to contact him through the device, only to be received by a “No
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[her sadness and pain are palpable, intensely so, and N can feel the loneliness permeating from the girl it seems. the feeling is a familiar one to him, and he is all too familiar with its vice-like squeeze. as much as he wants to help her and reassure her, however, his understanding of comfort is extremely limited. sawako was not a pokémon; she was a human being with human emotions and understanding humans was not an easy feat.
still, N wants to try anyway, so he opens his heart, softens his expression, and speaks.]
You are not selfish. To lose someone you care for... It is never easy, especially when that person was precious to you. Someone as kind as you should not have to bear loneliness.
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[Which she honestly didn't mean in a rude way or anything. Rather than that, she was simply touched by his reassuring words. Everyone, or at least mostly everyone, that she has spoken to and become good friends with are all helping her through this difficult time. So, instead of continuing to feel this loneliness and sadness, did she need to realize that she wasn't lonely at all, not with these amazing friends.]
Even if Kazehaya-kun went back home... [Sniff.]
... Everyone else that I've made friends with, like you N-san, are still with me too.
I'm sorry. It took me this long to realize...
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[he gives her a small smile, not to undermine her sadness but to reaffirm to her that he believes in her inner strength.]
I do not wish to see you sad. It is always upsetting to lose a friend, and there is nothing wrong with mourning that loss, but you mustn't forget the friends who are still with you even now.
Please, do not apologize.
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[Sawako wiped her eyes once more as she tried her best to give him a smile, even if it was a small one.]
I don't know why I thought...that if I said anything to the friends I've made here, I'd only trouble them.
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Since he left two weeks ago. Since then, I didn't want to bother anyone and have been staying home by myself... and doing everything by myself.
... I was so used to this before, but now loneliness is something I'd much rather avoid.
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[he knows how long the weeks can seem when one has no one to share the time with. his expression is soft and sympathetic as he thinks back to his own lonely days and how utterly changed he is simply because he has experienced human companionship. while complicated, it is still something he would like to share.]
If you are ever lonely or wish to have someone by your side, no matter what the time, please do not hesitate to call upon me. I may no be your Kazehaya, but I do not believe such a beautiful human should be alone.
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[She was completely touched by his words of encouragement and friendship as she tried once more to hold in her tears. However, instead of them being tears of sadness, they were rather tears of happiness. Happiness to have such good friends such as him. Truly, for everything he has done to help her and encourage her, she would like to give him something in return soon.]
I'd...I'd like that very much. To see you and your Pokemon again really soon. You both are such kind and great friends to me.
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I would like that too, and I am sure Zoroark would as well. He's very fond of you too, I'm sure he feels the same way I do. While there isn't very much to do here in Zodion, the two of us would be happy to spend as much time with you as you would like.
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