I went downtown today to urban exchange, while Im standing there, Fucken Neisha rolls up.. Im like, hey what the fuck man? So, she swoops me and we try to get a hold of Rain because she was downtown at court, but she already left back to fed way. Then we Run into Dez and Jackie and we are on our way to meet Shella and Amy at ferrelli's for lunch. ( Read more... )

Although its been a year since he passed, I don't think I fully grieved his death because of all the craziness surrounding my life around that time. There was so much going on with each individual person in my life, I had exerted myself into making everyone else feel comfortable and at the same time, suppressed whatever feelings I had in regard to ( Read more... )

I spent days searching for those journals. Although its been years since I opened their resin stained pages, I clung to the notion that within them resided the onset of some powerful unrelenting wisdom ( Read more... )

I just talked with my friend on the phone from 10:30 last nite until 5am this morning. I have never talked for 6 and a half hours before. I felt like I just met the most interesting and inspirational person ever. And although I've known her for a few weeks now, I felt like I didn't really meet her until tonite... There was so much more to her than ( Read more... )

What a ride ( Read more... )

talking with her today made me realize how fucked up I really am. I seriously lost the best thing that had happened to me. I don't think anyone will Love and Care about me like she had. She seriously knew me better than anyone, and always knew how to comfort me and say all the right things to make me happy ( Read more... )

It started kicking in around 6:30pm or so. Well, It began with a nervous breakdown following my 4 days of drinking. I lost my job and Im pretty sure I need to move out of the hippie hut sooon. I can hardly even remember those 4 days. I know we were downtown, at the tall ships, out in Puyallup at a few bars, somewhere in Federal Way. We were all ( Read more... )

Today was emotional as hell. Everything makes me cry. Im destroying myself and now its time to pull myself up and shake it off. Javier Came over and said, "What the hell is wrong with you, Seriously Kim, are you on drugs Im so worried about you" I told him that I've been drunk for 4 days around the clock, I went on a binge and damaged the life I ( Read more... )

4 days of fucken craziness.. Have I really been drunk for 4 days straight! Did I really walk 12 miles home from Neisha'a house? And why the hell did I walk home ( Read more... )

Ah, The highlight of my day is right here..

Fucken movie about Hunter S.

Thompson!

I am so excited!