Pain

Mar 26, 2006 18:59

I don't know what is going on but of late all I feel is empty ,in my heart and soul . like any thing I do matters to any body or even my self . I feel like a empty shell of the man I used to be . All of my "friends" even the ones I thought where close seem to be ingoring me for what reason I don't know . when I am around them I feel more lonely ( Read more... )

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wingedvan March 26 2006, 16:29:14 UTC
If I don't answer my phone, it's usually because I'm not in a talking mood. It's not you, I haven't been really social lately. It's been a shitty couple of months.

As for the ignoring thing, welcome to my world. I haven't hardly hung out with anybody since Otakon last year. Whenever I see somebody out, ask them to stop by later, they never do, and don't even call to tell me why, or anything like that.

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grayprodigy March 27 2006, 21:08:53 UTC
One. You both pucker up, shut the hell up, loosen up, tighten up, whatever-UP ( ... )

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grayprodigy March 27 2006, 21:30:13 UTC
Brett. It's been a while. Add me. Your commenting locks are being cruel and it's really quite saddening. In any case this is what would have been said. Yay for clipboard. -----There's been a lot unsaid. Maybe it's because we never really felt the need to, that there's always this little connection some people get with their friends. I get that with a ton of Aquarius'.

But with that little 'psychic chatroom' we had/have going on, a pretty big gap manifested. Either we can play pool-volleyball at the shallow part of the abyss and ignore the sharks as slyly as before, or say fuck it and go deep-sea-diving.

So, there really is a lot unsaid. I don't think I have to elaborate here and now. But eventually, absolutely.-------

Yeah.

Now.

:3

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zoeunit01 March 28 2006, 13:04:55 UTC
dam you chris for knowing me better then I gave you credit for . Besides that thanks for the postive out look on things . It happens to be that today I finally figured out what I want to do or my dream and starting this second I am going to pursue it

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djbizzen March 28 2006, 19:47:06 UTC
I'm telling you, man. It's our conflicting work schedules. When I get off, you usually have to be in bed, it sucks.

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grayprodigy March 29 2006, 12:11:04 UTC
Hahahahahahahahaha...

So it's the love life, huh? Him needing his sleep for his job, you in the prime of the day...

Hahaha, sorry, just another one of those horribly placed 'Get off' puns.

And yes, Yeti. Your welcome, and damn me. :D Anytime, fellow human.

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