so today is my adventure lol. . . . after i get off of work im going out to kyles house lol by myself lol with out my cell phone . . .. im scared i wanted to see if lindsy wanted to go with me but she never called me back . . . so now i have to do it by myself all alone for a half hour lol im scared . . . wht if somethng happends i dont want to ( Read more... )

my weekend ~

friday jenny and i took her nephew to see the polar express . . . .omg i thought it was so cute. i cryed in one part though cuase it was sad then . lol it was .

saturday after i got off of work i went home and got ready there was some drama abotu somethings but im not going to get into that i went and picked up jenny then she and i ( Read more... )

~*Maybe I want the love of my life to talk me out of dangerous territory. And maybe I'll take a risk to see if my prince charming will rescue me from the torturers arms. I'll put my emotions on hold and wait for my knight to ride in with his white stallion and shining armor to save me from a temtatious fight then whisk me off into the fading night ( Read more... )

*~*A FRIEND*~*

(A)grees with what you say
(B)elieves in what you do
(C)ares about you way too much
(D)oesnt give up on you
(E)asy to talk with
(F)orgiving of your mistakes
(G)iving special gifts
(H)as time to give you breaks
(I)s always on time
(J)ust envies what you do
(K)eeps you close in mind
(L)oves to talk with you
(M)akes a difference in your life
(N)ever ( Read more... )

james told matt that he still is thinking about getting back with me its lik wht the fuck buddy . . . he jsut wants to figure things out with the whole situation . . . so i was lik ok i will do my best but im not talking to him tell i get the im sorry for calling u a dumb bitch not from matt cuase james told matt to tell me james is sorry. . . nope ( Read more... )

you dont know how much you ( Read more... )

jenny and i went walking yesterday after work we walked 3.1 miles fun stuff right there lol it was fun but i didnt take my cell phone when i went and i had a missed call. . . it was UNKNOWN . . . it made me think the only person that would calll me from unknown was james so i was waiting for them to call back they did i answered i said hello no ( Read more... )

so i was online on my phone during ( Read more... )

you turn your head,
as if you're ashamed.
seemingly forgetting everything,
of the memories made.

a time when life was great,
everything was fine.
when you said you loved me as I did you,
meaning it every single time.

that's over with now,
you've made that clear.
realizing this, it hurts,
and down falls a tear.

knowing you won't be there,
if ever I might need.
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kyle called me last night . . .he left me voicemail . . .u no if u are going to use speaker phone when u call someone and u get there voice mail maybe you should kinda hang up before you start talking about them . . .u no thats wht i would . .its common since . . but when ur recovering drug addict maybe u dont have as much of common since as ( Read more... )