I guess we're having problems. Sex problems. Serious relationship vs. booty. Not to mention its causing frustration that Im just not ready. I should've learned by now a three year age gap can be bad-news-bears. I guess you just hang in there. We went out today and somedays I dont want to know what the future holds for us, with me still in high ( Read more... )

( 2003 )

Ruffie is coming over today. We're going to buy presents for our significant others; then watch episode after mind numbing episode of South Park. (CT has the 3rd season on DVD). Ben's dropping her off, but sstaying in the car. Im a little leery about Ben being in my driveway, but you gotta do what you gotta do man ( Read more... )

I must look uber avante garde sitting here in my scarf listening to Throbbing Gristle. Time for reality check ( Read more... )

im hoping ( Read more... )

I was uber sick yesterday. My throat felt like it had clogged up and I couldnt breathe out my nose. I was couch ridden all day (since my grandparents from Niagara Falls have my bed for now ( Read more... )

Somedays I wish I hadnt dont some of the stupid things I had.

And that I'd apologized.

And that I wasnt so mean.

Because deep down I have a heart too.

Well I think this about sums it up. Christmas is the best buisness day for the liquor store. Ironic, isnt it? I fucking hate this time of year because something always go wrong. Now where do I start ( Read more... )

So sick of labels. So sick of drama. So sick of stress. So sick of being cut off from everyone. And so sick of bitching myself.

Im going to run away to a place with no politics, no labels, no religion and no hatred whatsoever.

I want to go on autopilot to my subconcious...

My paper is finally revised and done. Now I have to track down Anson tomorrow and figure out when he wants to do our last tape and I can drop my Rochester Library books back off in the process. Killing two birds with one stone. Im such a nerd. Bow-chicka-bow ( Read more... )